¦¦ Story Of Mine

2011-05-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

helloooo ! (:
welcome me back to bloggy .
seriously long time since i last blogged .
asek malas jekkk , no tyme . now got alot of time (:
soo , as you can see , my links are sooo boring . not much people . i know .
klau aderh org yg passby , please leave ur links .
kau , idk what more to write , ermm , im super bored !
kayh , post again later i guess . tata ~

december

2010-08-19T15:28:00.000+08:00

I'll always remember DECEMBER

back when nth had to matter , we could just start again

differences

2010-08-19T15:25:00.000+08:00

the two pics above ,

first two was taken 2009

the bottom ones was 2010

look at the difference .

bby said she missed the old ' mat rep ' me ,

well , i do too .

im sucha goodboyy now (:

not getting into trouble & stuffs .

if it was during 08-09

trouble was like a game to me , a fun thing to do xDD

serriously , its fun . hahha !

different friends , yeahh , VERY different friends . =.=

not much to comment , haha ! kinda forgotten what i wanted to say xDDD

nie pulak gmbr me & my bby (:

you should know when they were taken .

beza ehh ? haha .

beza gilerhh ~ btol taqk bhy ?

all the sweet2 mushy2 stuffs ,

rindu lahhh zaman2 sugar & honeyh .

haishh ):

niy pon ! haiya . haha !

so sweet *senyum sendiri*

kayhh lahh , till here

bye bye .

much misses ; Sugar & Honeyh :(

2010-08-11T04:24:00.000+08:00

well , basically , just wanted to post a short one on sis lappy ,

bby's already sleeping now . me & abg still watching dvds

well , here's what i wanna post about ,

Sugar & Honeyh

hais , missed them soo fcuking much .

wonder what happened to them ? ):

the sweet moments of december .

the scent that i would'nt forget .

the moments when notthing mattered but only you & me

a world that only has you & me in it .

&& every time we met , the surroundings just went blurr .

all we could see & hear is us .

the eye contact we made .

senang cakap , those were the most sweetest moments in my life .

ntg could possibly replace them .

much misses ; Sugar & honeyh

forever & ever December .

off to sleep . goodbye .

.Ayim Ironboyy.

Seventh (:

2010-07-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

Happy Seventh Month to Ainnayim .

Ayim's baby girl here ; Kecyk Kia .

So , basically I am going to update here . Baby's playing guitar.

So , baby , this post is specially for you , love.

Officially seventh months of being together .

All the laughters , tears , pain , hurt , heartbreaks are worth it.

8 months of waiting for each other is worth waiting for.

I can promise you eternity honey.

I have this instinct that we can go very far . very very far .

Ayim Ironboyy , I cherish you , I treasure you , I love you , I like being with you ,

I am very comfortable with you , I care for you .
Baby. I really miss you so much.

p.s , THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE POSTED ON 9TH JULY.

Short one for you.

2010-07-08T04:50:00.001+08:00

Ayim Ironboyy. Kecyk Kia ; Your Irongurl , here .
I just want to say I love you so fucking much .

I don't want to lose you Hunney. You're my sweetest love.
My sweetest love ever. I don't want to risk it.
1 day left to our seventh month of being together.
Seventh month oi, sayang siul . Manerh bleyh taqk sayang ehh.
By the way , my intention of dropping by here is just to say how much
I love you. Baby, ILOVEYOUSOVERYFUCKINGMUCH !
My love for you is unconditional. I will love you till my heart stop beating.

If it's the last breath I take , I'll leave my kiss with you. I'll fight with you, hold you forever. Because it's us against the world.

Sekian. Peluk cium dariku.
`Kecyk Kia ; you're dearest sweetheart.

Teddy (':

2010-07-07T03:16:00.000+08:00

Kecyk Kia here once again . Just a short post this time .

I hope Ayim Honey will read this post up here for him.

Baby, thanks for the sweet post you updated for me on my blog.

I am so touched by it . It made me laugh , made me giggle &

lastly it made me shed tears . It's so sweet of you to post like that

for me. I really really appreciate it a lot .

Baby , no matter what happens between us , I will still keep and

hold on to my promise to keep teddy . I won't throw this cute little care bear

you gave me . I will always keep it close to me . It will always stay

close to me till my heart stopped beating . It will always reminds me of you

and also my promise to you .

Like you said , he's innocent (':

Babe, that post of yours on my blog is damn touching.

Baby, I will stick with you no matter what happens .

Remember seven years & eternity ?

Our relationship is the only jewel ; diamond that we couldn't buy anymore.

It's priceless . We can't find any diamonds like this anymore.

I will always hug teddy to sleep. Whenever you're not here with me, teddy is.

Thanks baby for this love.

And 2 more days to our seventh. I promise to keep on loving you! (':

By that , Goodnights honey.

I love you so fucking much.

*Huggs & Kisses*

Mwaaaaarhs !

` Kecyk Kia; your irongurl .

Baby, this is for you.

2010-07-06T04:18:00.000+08:00

Hello!

Kecyk Kia here ; Ayim's sugarlove updating for him.

He's very lazy to update.

Look how dusty this place is.

I am so going to change his blogskin one of these days.

Ayim Ironboyy's blog is going to have a make over.

I am going to restore the links for you back alright, Ayim ? (:

By the way, I am going to apologize on behalf of Ayim for not

updating this blog for quite sometimes already okay.

So yeah.

Baby, this one's for you.

Do you know how much I love you?

Every night , before I sleep, I will always think of you.

I want to be your first and the last love .

I want to be the girl you think of upon waking up in the morning.

I want to be the only girl you think of before going to sleep .

When you're gone, I'll drop back to the ground where you first pick me up.

I won't be able to stand up ever again.

I won't be me anymore . I am going to be empty & hollow,

with no feelings for anyone at all .

I am going to cry all day long till I go blind , till my last breath.

I am going to fight for this love , fight for you till your heart stopped beating .

I want you to be the one and only . Will you be the only one who will wait for me

till my heart stopped beating? Because I will definitely wait for you.

It's almost the seventh month we have been together .

It's time for us to go further. I know we could.

Baby, I want to spend a night with you by the beach again,

and stare at the sky filled with stars on a full moon night .

Can I ? Will you ?

You're my sweetest honey-ed love .

Your kisses ; I still taste it on my tongue.

The warmness of your hugs , I can still feel it .

It's so great that god actually brought us together . Brought

me to meet you . It's so good knowing you.

Never did I know , I could change my boyfriend into a better person and made

him actually feel the true meaning of love . I actually made you left your past to be with me.

You , on the other hand , actually made me feel love & appreciated once again,

whenever I am with you , my heart felt secured and safe . I felt as though I am

protected. I felt so warm . Never did I felt this way before .

I am so sorry for hurting you over and over again.

I dint mean all those . All I meant was , I don't want to lose you

that's why I am making a fuss over it .

It's because I love you so deep.

I am never so deeply in love with anyone before.

You're the first , I supposed (:

And by then , I love you honey.

See you later after school okayy babe (:

Peluk cium untuk mu , sayangku .

Mwarhs!

Okay readers , till here .

Signing out.

` Kecyk Kia ; Ayim's Irongurl :D

im baaaaackk !

2010-05-30T01:40:00.000+08:00

WOW ! lamerhhhh siaakk taqkk update !

sorry peeps for my dead blog , lol .

seriosly busy & lazy to post .

soo , within those days , yeahh , loads happened .

i'll just start with todayy (:

soo , just now , woke up at 12+ ~ haha

was supposed to wake up at 11

coz theres a claass picnik at sentosa .

i brought baby along with me .

as usuall , i woke up late .

blablablabla , kuar umah kul 2+

met bby & eya pat cp ,

check2 BJ & shirleyy was there too .

soo yeahh , then waited for danny ichiroo .

trained to habourfront .

me & bby memekak pat train japp .

as she was claiming that she is re-doing my fcuked up hair .

blablabla , da smpaii , bought the tickets for the monorail ,

thanks tooo danny peyhh mulot yg masin , the girls got in ,

but me & danny was stuck outside & have to wait for the nxt train . BAGOS !

blablabla , panas panas panas , daaahh smpaii (:

waited for mr WU ! haha ! my pailang teacher (:

sooo pailang that he walked past us & did'nt even saw us xD !

lalalala ~ he asked me where's my girlfy =.= ~!

padahal pat tepi aku jekk , ngok kan ! xD

piy tmpt ' picnik ' kiterh , check2 tmpt mcm aderh mini concert gituu .

apaaahh saahh , hahaha ! xD

mkn pizza , lantakkkk jekk , then kenerh interview saaakk , babi =.= !!

malas nk explain , aft that , piy tgk bdak2 cinerh maen the aperhhh game ntahh lahh tuuh .

tros piy asapp japp , then lek2 di tepi batu-batuan pantai , aderh kerhh such phrase ? o.O

wtv . soo me & bby acting jakon japp (:

cute woii syg aku niy , jakon smcm .

thenn , jln jln , they chowed . me & bby jalan2 pat vivo , smoked , laughed , walked2 .

window shopping . yeahhh , long time we did'nt have that much laughs & fun .

was happy , seriously really really happy (:

went to have a drink , then continued , walk walk walk .

then piy carpark , berangan aku niy aderh vehicle , hahah !

padahal stakat amek shortcut piy kedai pat basement .

thenn last2 , bby complained lapar , whenn to have our meal at 9+

we bth ate fried hokkien noodle .

enjoyed ! (:

went to have a quick smoke , then went off to the mrt .

bby dropped off first , then me .

& now , im chatting with bby (:

hahaha ! rinduu lahh ngan dier , haiyyooooo .

kayhh lahh , till nxt tyme (:

toodla ! :D

yeahh , i miss youu . for AIN

2010-05-16T00:47:00.000+08:00

an angel in disguise
i can see it in your eyes
i know that you are mine
its just so hard to deny
the moments that we shared
were the best things that i had

a shining star that i see
it was always there for me
you taught me how to fly
the meaning of my true life
and then you taught me on
how to survive
you taught me how to be ,
for me to set me free
and i am notthing when youre
not with me

eventhough youre far away
my love for you will never fade
you're always on my mind
you're the girl that i must find

the sweetness in your smile
that makes my mind go wild
this love is not a crime
we can never say goodbye

you are the one
who's always by my side
youre there everytime
making me alright
and its you who gives me all this memories
you are all that matters to me .

Ayim's Babygirl

2010-05-04T12:12:00.001+08:00

Ironboyy's babygirl here :D

And yes , updating for my lazy boy over here .

I'll love you till my last breath.

Nothing much .

Oh oh ! I made his blog unprivate .

But , mine, is still private .

Well , I don't need stalkers you see (:

So, gonna elaborate on exams today .

Baby & me had the same paper .

But , mine ended earlier than his.

Yes , english paper . Today's the starting .

Gosh,

Okay , this is from him ,

" My girlfriend's so cute that I wanted to fart at her face ."

GAHAH!

Cute huh ?

And oh yes , baby bought me Liquid Eyeliner at Watson's just now.

Thanks baby . Love you hunns (:

Watching him sleeps, made my heart smiles .

So adorable .

And oh , just now, at Compass Point earlier,

I saw that bitch.

And she was like attracting attention like OHEMGEE~!

Yeah, I know. As if that place were her dad's .

Gosh , I'm so gonna comment on this part over here.

First of all ,

She's a Indian and she claimed that she's a Eurasion .

Goodness ! Shameless.

Secondly , she told me she went to clubs and all,

WORLD~! Lemme ask you this, " HOW OLD ARE YOU KID ? "

Thirdly , her hair is hell spoilt ! Like you know , rebonding spoil.

Yucks! So fugly !

Fourth , She acts as if our school is her mother's runway show !

Tryna do somekind of cat walk whenever she walks.

Then , omg , she's flat chested ! And what's worst , she don't have that ass you know !

But she acts like one . And she walks like a duck .

She keeps staring at me, with a stupid blurr face .

Well, Stop it biatch.

You know, whenever I look at her face, felt like breaking into laughters!

Like seriously .

Most of the chinese in my class agreed , and seriously ,they don't like her attitude .

She's sucha attention seeker!

Her bitchiness is so waaaaaaaaaaaaay over limits ~

Baby 's sleeping already.

I guess ? Yes , he is .

I'm off to take a nap now .

And btw, I am at baby's crib.

Chao ~!

bila rinduu .

2010-04-27T05:00:00.000+08:00

admitted , this is hard to understand , but , haha !

just try to aites (:

dikeheningan malam

termenung ku berseorang ,

taqk lena mata dipejam ,

terdengar suara terngiang ,

suara merdu yang di sayang

bagai kau didepan mata

ku capai tapi taqk kena

sukarnya memendam rasa

ingin ku luahkan kata .

bila rindu terkenang mu sayang

terasa sayu

syahdunya jiwaku bila malam

makin kelam

jauh diriku terbang melayang

aku rindu

sentuhanmu ku rasa sayu

ingin kan jiwamu selubungi jiwa ini

bawa ku dalam pelangi

melepasi segala hati ini

sesunguhnya

kita mestilah wujudkan sefahaaman

hormat dan menghormati

ikhlas ,

kasih sabar

insyallah kita akan

bertemu semula

awan yang mencas semesta

menyampaikan pesan kesunyian

di kala sendirian

kesepian yang menyelubungi

hari hariku

disajikan doa-doa ku kerana rindu

ku menanti kau datang dan pergi

seperti mimpi-mimpiku , fantasiku

bukan dongeng lagi sayup kedengaran

di sisi cuping

di setiap corong , lorong yang lohong .

benar , ku taqk bohong .

jauh angan ku lena

ku rasa kita bersama

kau bawa aku kesana

ke alam kisah yang lama

kenangan di dalam jiwa

bila tersedar semula

disisiku kau tiada

sukarnya ku pendam rasa

ingin ku luahkan semua

semua mula dari kamu

2010-04-27T04:57:00.000+08:00

here's something i wrote for my dearest wifey (:

im not good at english werds , soo ,

i just prefer to be sweet in malay xD

it's not much , but , it's totally from deep down in my heart :D

with love

; Ayim Ismail Milne ( Hunneyh pie ) <3

senyuman manis mu manarik hatiku

membuat ku tunduk malu tersipu-sipu

yang ku mahu kamu

ada di depan ku

ku nanti dan mananti bila kau tanya pada ku

jikalau ku akan ada di sisimu

bila kau sebut namaku

aku pun terpaku

wajahmu bermain di ingatan

selalu ku kenangkan mu

kamu yang membuatku melayang terbang

kamu yang membuat ku mencapai bintang

kamu yang bawa ku kesana

segala mula dari kamu

nada tawamu ~

angun renungan matamu itu

yang bercahaya menyinari hatiku

~ kau lah yang selama ini ku menantikan ~

went out with girlfy (:

2010-04-19T15:54:00.000+08:00

Heyyy ! sooo , went out with girlfy just now (:
met smoochie-poooh just now at causewayy .
my jeans was wet , only the below part & also my slippers , damn ! -.-
thanks to the HEAVY RAIN !
reached causewayy , saw my sugarr waiting outside BnS .
i was speechless ! she stunned me somehow ? HAHA !
her beautyful looks , cute smile , i was melting sioo ! haha !
soo , walked2 at causeway japp , went to diff shops .
went to take a look at the electronics shop ? haha !
loads of ear piece & ear phones , guess what ?
we saw that ONTO limited edition colour ! ahaha ! Black & Pink (:
soo gonna buy it soon (:

&& yeahh , we were soo fcuking kecohh just now lahh siaaa , sumpaah !
with baby's laughters & my stupid jokes , hahahah ! WE laughed alot , damn alot !
went to , minitoons , bluez , & somemore shops , taqk igt namerhh dier .
then went to withdraw money , & up to the cinema .
check2 movies , date night was what we chose .
9pm nyerh timeslot . ~~NO TIME TO EAT ! CB !~~~
beli popcorn , air & crispy chicken (:
went in & enjoyed .

The movie was FCUKIN funny siaa , the whole theater bising , pasal ketawe , hahaha !
best ! overall , 9/10 . why nine ?
~~coz i was hungry & baby made me miss a minute of the show to buy her popcorn . hahaha !~~
but i dont mind dear (:

After the movie , went out & halfway through , the man called us back & guess what ?
Little Miss Clumsy here , forgotten about her wallet ! -.-
lucky that guy was there to take it .
nxt tyme , when i say ' wallet simpan ! nant luperhh baru tawuu . '
do it yerhh syg (:

Went out & smoked fer awhile , then i had to go to the toilet .
wanted to shit -.- ~~tooo much popcorns~~ ! haha !
aft that , took the train , took abit pictures .
sempat kiterhh selitkan 'kissing' sessions when there nobody (:
hahahah ! last2 , had to part off ,
i dropped at ~~dhoby got~~ . hahaha ! taqk tawuu spelling -.........-
txt bby all the way .
&& we both safely reached home (:
alhamdullillahh '

Yeahh , now chatting withh her (:
& its already 2.22am , soooo fast !
tmoro skewling , damn , boring ! but aft school , there's soccer ! woots ! hahaha !
soo , tata ! till here lahhh , nights !

i miss youuu lahhh tetek ! smoochie-pooh ! Sweet-ass cupcakes ~ :D

sweetest !

2010-04-18T05:19:00.000+08:00

read it , and my tears automaticly fell (':

so on the 2nd december , i met this person .
we sacrificed our sleep just to meet up
well , i was tired , but no , i wasnt .
you know wht i meant .
i somehow got lost in love with him .
we were having so much fun at cp .

so much fun that we walked the whole shopping

centre , over and over again.

i wanted to hold his hands though .,

but i said to myself

" is he okay with it ? "

in my mind was just filled with that thoughts.

me and my thoughts.

we were having

precious moments laughing and

spending time together
toking bout our past times , just like he said it .

it was so beautiful .

on that very instance ,

i feel like i was

deeply in love with you .

so deep , that i didnt noticed
that i was in love.

that stare from your eyes ,
that smile from your face,
that laughter from you ,
those sweet words that came out
of your mouth ,
i was hypnotized !
i was boy .
i flew to my lala land for a while ,
i stared at your face
when you wasnt looking ,
and whispered to myself
" gosh , i think i lorve youh for who you really are .
youre just that guy im looking for ."
youre that guy im looking for
all my life , which i dreamt of .
those laughters & all your
smiles , will stay with me ,
close to my heart everytime.
i know that youve controlled evrything.
you must be having e same thought
as me .
yeah ,
" will he be okay if i do that ? if i lie on his chest ?
if i kiss his lips ? if i peck on his cheecks ?
if i hug him ?
if i were to hold his hands ? "
i was like ,
its so hard to explain.
stucked up in that situation & feelings.
the feelings i had for youh
was pure and true.
well, as hours past ,
we need to say our goodbyes.
i dont wanna to .
but...
i have to .
hais , i guess its the end of the day for us.
went to the interchange with youh and
one of
our friend.
the bus came soo early , that i wanted
to cry.
bc i dont wanna separate with youh.
i dont wanna let go of your hands.
i was expecting something ,
but i know the reason why .
as youh walked ,
i turn around and see you walked awayy .
through out my whole journey home ,
i kept thinking of youhs.
and gladly today ,
i get to meet youh again.
i have to admit bby ,
im crazy in love.
those kisses , those touch,
those laughters ,
will be in my heart.
you was so sweet,
till people said so .
if i have to let go of your hands
one day bby ,
will youh let go of mine?
i missed every single moments with youh .
just now.
whenever im with youh ,
i smiled & laughed
the whole day .
there was never an instance
that we didnt smile
of even atleast laugh .
our love will neva die .
youre a part of me darling .
i felt my heart have been recovering
slowly from a deep wound &
bleedings .
if one day , i would to leave youh
and neva eva comeback ,
would youh cry ?
would youh forget me ?
bc i wont , i wont forget bout you
even for a minute bby .~

these two days ,
have been a nice , sweet ,
memorable
& most cherished
moments between youh and me.
those pictures will be kept as memories.
i cant resist your eyes ,
your everything made me hypnotized .
~
and ,
yeah darling ,
i think im in love with youh .
i cant push away that feeling.
i cant prevend myself from
falling in love .
and , till this very instance ,
im still missing & thinking
bout youh dear.
the rainy season always
makes a reason for youh to hug me so tightly,
and hold me in the hands and not letting
it go .
i will always & forever love youh.
mwarhhhhhs,
and bby ,
we're gonna meet real soon .
real soon .
love youh !
~
TC.
.kecyksuperrkido.
*winkswinks*

Random things ~

2010-04-18T01:35:00.000+08:00

sooo , sorry for not updating in such a long time .
lazy lerh to update (:
soo , what i did today ?
simple (:
~~NOTTHING !~~
stayed at home , was fcuking mendakk ! && to my 189 dudes ,
im sorry i cant make it , had to babysit -.-
yes ! haziq ! it was like FUCK !
bla bla bla , on kan lappy kak hanis & automatic , dier on games dier *BEST*
soo , did'nt do much , woke up at 3+ just now , or was it 4 ? taqk igt .
texted bby , dier pon taqk kluar . soo , we texted & otp .
goreng nuggets & ayam , then bapak balekk
he bought me tulang merah , waaaaahhh ! sibeyhh steamm ahh !
bapak mkn 2 jekk , tros give all to me , hahah !
aperhlagykk ! bedal uhh ! ate total of 8 tulangs (:
yummy ~

now , chatting with dearest . had a serious chat abit just now .
dear , i promise i will do it kayhh .
promise me yours too .
aint gonna elaborate it .
tmoro meeting afai , cos my poor bby here , misses her abg , awwwww (:
wanna catch a movie before that ? not sure lakk ehh .
baby wants hot chocolate from starbucks
popcorn at causewaypoint
cheesecake either at mcdonalds or starbucks
anymore taqkk bhy ? o.O
soo , plan to get them all tmoro , i plan to have drink in starbucks too !
and red ruby ! goshhh ! O.O
im craving for the bread at bread of life , bby knows it .
but most of all , im craving for my girlfy's huggs & kissieys !~~ hehe ! :D
mwarh mwarh mwarhhhsss !! sayang youuu ! (:
&& oh oh ! a random thing ,
; matair aku kan , potekk , cute gilerhh naqk mampos , hawtt , sweetest ,
penyayang , manjerhh , maniss , degil naqk mampos , sotong , pendek ,
chomel , caring , sukerhhh naahhh naqkk bwat benda laju-laju x)
pemalas , tu pasal pantat besar (:
hahahaha !! tuuuhh lahhh random nyerhh (:
soo bby , hugg me & kiss me , & sayy , ' thanks sayang ' :D

soo , im thinking of unprivating my blog .
as you can see , my links , theres only 4 of them , hahahaha !
should i unprivate ? should ask girlfy bout it .

achikk spin meninggal dunia ):
dalam kemalangan kereta .
here's the news ; achikk spin ):

R.I.P ; Abdillah Murad Md. Shari

STOP IT ! Please )':

2010-04-14T23:12:00.000+08:00

please dear , stop it , you're just hurting me much more ! STOP IT ! STOP IT BHY ! STOP ! please )':
i begg youu , stopp )';
your making me cry !
STOP IT DEAR !
i love you , if you go , im going too . )':

much misses ~

2010-04-14T20:43:00.000+08:00

rplying to girlfy's tagg (:

; awwwww , bby , your the sweetest thing ever seyhhhh , sumpahh i sayang youuu ! byk byk byk !!
hehehe , i promise i wont ever leave youu , NEVER ! you're everything i have ever wished for .
im out of sweet words to say to youu , coz you're soo sweet , that i da cair niyy skrg (: hahaha !
otak tros blank , haha ! serious seyhhhh (: love youu lahh bbhy ! MWAAAAAAAAARHS !~

done ~ had my 2.4 just now , got 10th place , aimed for 7th seyhhh .
cb , guessed my stamina really had decrease tremendously .
what do you expect ! the last i ran that distance was 2 years ago siaa ! HAHAHAHA !

well , fcuking tiredd now , tgh otp with my dearest wifeyy now (:
rinduu lahh aku ngan dier ! hahas !
dgr suare dier yg cute tuuh , waaaah ! sibeyyyh steam uhhh ~ :D

KECYK SUPERRKIDO HERE .

2010-04-11T04:18:00.000+08:00

Hello Readers ;

KECYK SUPERRKIDO [!] ;

AYIM IRONBOYY's sweet wifey (:

Well , not updating for baby .

Am just borrowing a post from him .

And Baby , you're so cute yknow .

That's partially the reason why I can't resist you .

Okay , crap .

I just love it when you talk to me so soft .

As good as whispering .

It's so sexy .

I love it when you talked so cute .

"baby , boleh tlg I edit kan blog ? Kalau , menyusahkan , tkperlah*sad faces*"

Do you ever wonder how cute you are baby ?

Sometimes , I feel like biting you , muching you & pinching you .

Baby , have you ever ponder about how much I love you ?

You meant the whole world for me Honey.

Everytime , I'm next to you ,

my pulse beats faster every sec , and it stopped for a moment

before beating again .

You , is the only one who is capable of making my heartbeat stop.

Yes , Hunneyh , you .

The best gift was sleeping with you on our

4th mth together although my brother was there with us

at your crib all along .

The feeling's so great.

So so great , especially in the morning .

When brother is asleep .

And no one was awake .

I just can't hold it any longer,

Although , we had fun ,

TWO days is not enough .

you taste so sweet , your honey-ed lips

never fails to melt me .

Talking to you , never fails

to paste a smile on my lips .

Everytime , we touch ,

I could feel the heat.

Everytime , we kissed ,

I could feel that my lips is burning .

As hot as summer's eve .

Baby , I love you .

Not gonna forget you Honey .

And , oh , I might borrow your post again .

Because this is not the end yet .

To be continued .

I'm too fatigue .

Later gonna meet you Honey .

I can't wait .

Chalo .

Goodnights .

Gonna sleep with ddy .

2010-04-11T01:17:00.000+08:00

soo , friday , didnt attend sports carnival , soo did bbhy . haha !
went outside school , lepak with akmal & alin , me & girlfy and luqman .
smoke smoke smoke ~
chao , went to CP , had a meal at LJS .
was raining heavily , waited till the rain stopped , & headed to my crib (:
guitar lessons for girlfy (:
of course ,
me ; the teacher xD

hhahaa ! lalalala ~
check2 girlfy overnight pat umah aku ~ weeee !
& followed by afad's call -.- ergh ! hahaha !
dier pon naqk ton umahhh aku , hahaha !
afad came , did stuffs , then lights out .
awaken by the music from comp , afad did'nt switch it off -.-
bby pon terbgn . well , afad's sleeping , soooo *kening up up*
jeng jeng jeng ~! hahahha !
mcm naqk *ehem* jekkk ! ishk ! naseb fad aderhh , hahaha !
kayhh , then continued with sleep , woke up , wash up .
mkn , lalalala ~ continued with guitaring ,
then , fad went off to werk , bby showered && its already 11.16 pm
but she's not late (:
sent girlfy off to bustop , was crossing fingers , hoping the last bus had finished xP
sadly the bus came , bru pikir naqk spend one more night ngan dier , ONLY HER ! (:
off she went , waved to her in the bus . walked home .
txted girlfy & now tgh otp ngan dier ~ (:
goshh , miss my bbhylove sooo much !!~

tmoro going to novena square 2 with family & girlfy tagging along , cause mummy wanna teach her bout the job ?
& im just temaning & going to have a look at the shop .
baby wants to watch a horror movie aft that , let see how it goes tmoro ! (:
tata !

Happy 4th monthsary to us ! (:

2010-04-08T23:32:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY TO US ! (:

its already 09/04/10 , our fourth month of being together eversince 09/12/09
i've loved you ever since we ferst laid eyes on each other , as in REALLY laid eyes on each other .
every month , i've always looked forward to the 9th of that month .
yeahh , a happy day for us (:
i love youu bhy & never had i stopped even for a sec .
as the days passed , my love for youu grew stronger .
we've been in shitty situations , but , we made it through .
we're still going strong , we're stable as fcuk ! hahas !
as i've said in the previous post ,

" four months of breathing you
loving you
missing you
seeing you
thinking of you
talking bout you
laughing at your clumsyness , stupidness , jokes .
melting at your cuteness , sweetness , kisses , touch-es (:
smilling everytime i hear your voice , whenever i see you from far , looking back at me (:
scolding you of your mistakes .
reminding you of what you forget & how much i loved & missed you (:
advising you whenever you have your own problems .
hearing your cry's , problems .
lending you my shoulder to cry on .
holding your hand tightly to let you know that i'll never let you go without opening my mouth .
hugging you during the coldest nights & lettiing you noe that i'll always be there for you .
kissing you whenever you talked to much or even when i hear them calling me (:
calling you names that would clearly indicate to others oround us , that your mine & im yours .
teasing you & getting you irritated
gaze at you whenever your at your worst behaviour .
pampering youu just like a lil princess should be pampered .
admiring you from far .
dreaming of youu .
joking around with you .
making you laugh even without moving a muscle .
singing for youu songs you wanted to hear .
&& im still not sick & tired doing all of it (: "

yes , its all true , im still having fun doin it , i still smile doing it .

our sweetest moments are still fresh in my mind , as if it happened just a few days ago .

goshh , im soo proud to have you as my girlfy .

i'll hold you tight in my arms , & never would i let go , this i promise youu .

tmoro gonna spend our monthsary , at my crib , gonna teach her more on guitars (:

gonna be her private music teacher *kening up up* (:

but before that , i guess we should go get a meal before comming home . yeahhh ~ (:

i love you dearest ~
miss youuu ~

MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARHS ~~!!

Nur Ain Binte Ahmad Jamil

punyerh BABYBOYY ~!

love my girlfy ~!

2010-04-08T20:30:00.002+08:00

woaahhh ~ long time since i last updated (:
soo , here's the post of the dayy .
woke up at 6.35 am , showered , siap2 , kuar umah kul 7.10 am
took 27 , reached school at 7.22 am ? tk igt xD
school was , ermmm , quite okaayy lahh , was searching for girlfy at the courtyard like i would use to do .
she was'nt anywhr to be seen .

*lessons*

did the NAFA 5 stations thingy during P.E
heres the results ,
shuttle run ; 9 secs (:
sit ups ; 49
standing board jump ; 220
sit & reach ; 50 cm
pull ups ; 5 -.-

recess , went to canteen & makan .
tried to find girlfy lagykk
*ringgg*
off to the hall .
back to class , continued with lessons .
check2 got a msg frm girlfy saying ,
she did'nt attend school . hahahah !
pasal whole body cramps .
aft school , lepak with sham , akmal , yan & the sec 2's group , excluding amy & zaidan gang . haha !
had a serious talk with sham & the sec 2's
wont elaborate .
&& sorry to my classmates , sorry aku paitao korang yerhh .
& yeahh , kekek2 , maen bola & stuffs , went out to lepak lakkk , pat block matin situu ,
maen bola lagyk ngan the sec 2's .
then piy opp skola , chill , chao kul 6.20 pm
reached home at 6.45 ? taqk igt uhhh , hahah !
ddk2 pat living room with mummy , bapak & haziq .
msg girlfy all the way eversince i was in school . till now ! hahaha !
& now , my pp8 is dead -.-
& now , chatting with dearest girlfy :D
3+ hours to our 4th month lahh seyhh ! (:
happy nyerhhh aku !
weeee !

four months of breathing you
loving you
missing you
seeing you
thinking of you
talking bout you
laughing at your clumsyness , stupidness , jokes .
melting at your cuteness , sweetness , kisses , touch-es (:
smilling everytime i hear your voice , whenever i see you from far , looking back at me (:
scolding you of your mistakes .
reminding you of what you forget & how much i loved & missed you (:
advising you whenever you have your own problems .
hearing your cry's , problems .
lending you my shoulder to cry on .
holding your hand tightly to let you know that i'll never let you go without opening my mouth .
hugging you during the coldest nights & lettiing you noe that i'll always be there for you .
kissing you whenever you talked to much or even when i hear them calling me (:
calling you names that would clearly indicate to others oround us , that your mine & im yours .
teasing you & getting you irritated
gaze at you whenever your at your worst behaviour .
pampering youu just like a lil princess should be pampered .
admiring you from far .
dreaming of youu .
joking around with you .
making you laugh even without moving a muscle .

singing for youu songs you wanted to hear .

&& im still not sick & tired doing all of it (:

goshh , i could go on & on & on till it covers this whole page ! hahaha !

update again soon , at 12 am ! (:

tata !

2010-04-03T01:11:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DO MY DEAREST BBYLOVE ~! :D
da 14 seyh bby aku niyy ! hahaha !
hope your wishes come true , i wish you all the best in life , studies & your future .
i'll always be there whenever you need me kayh bhy .
listen to your mama & papa , no more degil2 , try to be a goodgerl kayhh .
nant present youuu , i bagykk kayhh , but it wont be tmoro .
the thing i bought you , would be ready by nxt week -.-
sorry lmbt kayhhh . i hope you like it ,
&& dont even think bout asking me & pestering me to tell you wat it is ,
coz i wont tell you till you see it yourself .
its a suprise , of course you cant noe wat it is .
sabar jekk kayh bbhy , && tmoro , i'll buy you the chocs that i owe you (:
im sorry i cant offer you much for tmoro ,
all i hope i could give you is , a happy day ,
i wish to make you smile till you got tired of it .
i'll treat you in way like i've never treated you before . *i hope*
i'll try my very best to make it a memorable day for youu .
i'll try my very best kayh dear .
i hope notthing spoils it tmoro .

&& about today , just now i mean , i dont blame you for anything .
i understand . yes , i was pissed , really , pissed .
the way you talked to me & all , i dont blame you dear .
forget it , its okayy .

i love youu dearest , and forever i will ,

as long as my pulse are still pumping , i'll keep on loving youu , more & more , each dayy .

as long as my eyes are still blinking , you'll be the one im gonna be thinking of .

bbhy , your my love till eternity , this i promise you (:

2010-03-28T19:41:00.002+08:00

sooo , fresh new post now , hahah !
now , to write about my dearest kecyk superrkido (:
chatting with her currently , but , she went to the shop fer awhile .
waiting for her return ! hehehe
should be back soon i guess ?
time check , 7.43pm
soo , i'll bet she come back at 7.50pm (:
hahaha ! let wait and see yerhh ! ^.^
soo , it's a full moon tonight , so sweet seyhh .
wish to see it with dearest sometime .
dari dat tyme seyhhh nk tgk full moon together , hahah !
i guess we must wait for the june hols ? LAMERHH NK MAMPOS ! hahaaah

well , bout bbhy nyerh angkle , idk yet , heard frm fai it is still bengkak ?
klau taqk tadyk da nk piy visit bbhy pat yishun ,
beyh i went to hantar haziq jap pat umah aunty yam , patah alek rumahh
was switching on the comp , skalik , bbhy msg
' bhy. online kol 1 . i nk slp . tkleyh tahan . '
few sec later ,
' ily hunney . mwarhs ! '
hahaha ! wanted to tell her im already on9 by websms , tapyk , pikir2 balek ,
dier dahh lahh tk tdo fer one whole night , biar lah dier tdo jekk . hahaha !
so , waited & waited till 1.47 pm
i said to myself , ' da agak daahh , mest tk bgn nyerhh , hahaha ! '
soo , at 3.45 pm , off comp , piy mkn jap , tgk tv & since bbhy blm bgn2 agyk
had a power nap till 7 i think .
on9 , && taaadaaaaaa ! chatting with bbhylove now (:

damn ! bbhy reached home at 7.47 pm ! hahahha ! earlier than i expected (:

soo , now she eating . mkn aperh jekk dier tuuh ehh ??

*thinking*

must be western ? hahaha ! guess jekk (:

soo , wat to talk bout now ehh ?

ohhh ahh ! bout bbhy nyerh tweets ! hehehe

tweets dier sweet2 siakk ! walao !

she's even sweeter than me !

aperh2 yg klua dari mulot dier kan , is sooo fcuking sweet till it melts me inside && also outside !

well , not exactly all lahh . you know what i mean kayh bbhy .

soo , yeahhh , till here , i wonder when will i meet my sweetest hawt lil princess again

*thinking of her*

2010-03-28T19:17:00.002+08:00

ish ish ish ! read my tweets there ,

(above my chatbox)

kecoh ehh ? jgn jadyk kaypo tanyerh2 asal .

aku malas mau jawab2 .

untok budakk tuuh ehhh , klau kau teraserh

kau agak2 prangai tuuh , fitting dgn prangai kauu ,

bagyk kau 2 choice , STOP , atau kau sound aku , kayhhh .

tk happy ngan aperhh aku ckp kan ? lagyk2 part yg ,

' PUKI KO PEYH MAK '

confermm kau mau sound aku perhh , cnfrm otakk sott jekk kan ?

sound akuu uh bro ! xD

daahh , ermm , 4 tahun gituuk aku tahan ngan kau peyh prangai .

daa , erm , 3 kalik aku jatoh kan kauu maserh sparring ?

tk perlu siak tuuh info , haha !

sound aku uhh , soo aku leyhh tambah satuu lagyk (:

daahh 4 (:

confrm kau sound akuu , bukan sorang , mest aderhh jekk yg kau nk bwk masokk skalikk .

bai , aku cukop kenal uh ngan prangai kauu !

hhahaha , penakot ! aderh hati nk maen baju plakk tuuh .

tk paham uhh , can somebody answer this quest ?

kepaderh budak2 yg maen baju skrg niy , aperhh yg korang dpt uh dari baju tuh ?

asal korang masok baju uhh ?

dulu kutok2 bdak2 yp (category 16 & below )

yg maen baju , ckp zaman da bis lahh , tuuh lahh , niy lahhh .

beyh skrg ? bai , tepok daderh sendiri uh

korang plak yg maen baju

waduhhh , aperhh lah korang niy .

well , aku kan saperh nk halang2 korang , korang peyh hidop pahh ?

korang yg susahh nant , bukan akuu . bukan nk kurangajar uhh , tapyk , face the facts .

your my everything , i cherish youu

2010-03-25T19:16:00.003+08:00

da lamerhh tkk update ehhh ?

sooo , guess what im gonna talk about todayy ??

bout my GIRLFY ~!!

some of youu might be saying ,

' wtf ? asek bbl pasal matey jekk ! '

or even

' lerhhhh , boring uhhh ' *go to other links*

hahaaha ! tawu ! (:

but to me it's not okayyy ! obviously , coz she's my girlfy , of course im not bored ! duhhh ~! -.-

kayhh kayhhh , before that , im proud to say , im officially a student in CVSS on the 1st of april !

wooooooohoooo ~!! happy ! (:

taqk sabar for mid year exams ! lalalala ~! counting the days to examms (:

wierd ehhh ? hahaha ! org stress2 , akuu happy2 , tk sabar .

certain peeps knew why im looking forward to my mid year exams (:

hahahaha ! kayhhh , now , bout my sweet babygurl (:

if i sanggup buwang my besties , whom are gurls , why cant youuu ? in ur case , BOYS !

cause kan , i know , i could find besties like them anywhere

but , never would i find another gurl like youuu anywhere !

i treasure you fcuking much ! your just not realising it . dont say im not proving it to youu kayhh .

im not contacting any gurls in any wayy , my msn , in the chickx category , among 239 gurls ,

not even one im chatting with . dont belive ? you know my pass , log into my msn anytime dear .

my hp , no more gurls ! seriously , NO MORE ! zann ? DELETED !

tagged ? you know my pass too , go & check .

im not caontacting with any gurls syg , NO MORE !

your the only one im faithfull to .

no other bitches could pull my heart like how you did on 2nd DEC ! the best known day in my life ! (:

the day i ferst met youu , like , REALLY , met youu . hahaha ! (:

i love youu bhy , sooo fcuking much !

my love for you is sooo unexplainable !

gosh , tk pernah aku jatoh cinta gini mcm (:

SAYANGLAHH SGT SGT NGAN KAUUU !!!

eeeshhh ! rindu rindu rinduuu sama kamu ! (: cool !

im gonna buy a diamond ring for you ,

or sing to youu ,

im gonna do anything to see you smile ! (:

2010-03-21T23:10:00.004+08:00

this week im not myself ,

i've been hurting my girlfy for 4 straight days ?

damn , what was i thinking .

im really sorry , really am .

i guess you were right , i am changing .

&& tell you what , i'll change myself back .

coz , looking at us this way , makes me feel like a shitty boyf .

hais , you've made your mistakes , i forgive them , as long as you try not to do it nxt tyme .

bout our recent prob , i'll let you make the decision , you choose aites .

hais , reading our chat history just now , it made me soo shocked .

i could'nt belive that was actually me talking .

bhy , im sorry , really am .

&& bout your prob tuuh , i could'nt believe that was all i said .

it was as if i dont give a damn . gosh , bhy ! i HAVE changed !

im really sorry ! i was soo angered with the previous problem , till i pushed urs away .

bhy , im sorry ! )":

idk how many times i've told you im sorry already .

i can somehow sense that you take my appologies as a meaningless word from me ):

gosh dear , i regretted talking to you that way .

; with tears filling up my eyes , here i say , im sorry bhy :(

2010-03-15T02:46:00.002+08:00

meeting girlfy later , around 2+ or 3+ i think ,

depends on what time we wake up (:
missing her so much lahh kan (:
tk sabar nk jumperhh dier esok .
gonna meet her at yishun , kecian mataeyh aku knerh trn sengkang jekk .
tgk , sampai badan saket2 , hahaha ! keciann dier (:
soo , aft this post jekk , vrooooom ~! off to sleep .
well , tadyk kakak went to the airport , off to melbourne i guess .
she'll be back on the 27 of april . damnn , lamerhh gilerh !
gonna miss her seyhh , rumah senyap jek tk derh dier .
nie lahhh susah nyerhh klau aderh kakak yg kerja sebagai stewardess
tapyk , yg best nyerhh , dier dpt gaji jekk , aku yg belanje ! HAHAHA ! sial ! (:
besok plakk , as in , mondayy , mummy & bpk comming home !
yeahhh ! happy nyerh aku ! (:
they went KL frm last friday till monday .
enjoy uh drg kann , dpt holiday without us troubling kids (:
us as in , me , abg , kakak (:
kayhh , wat else ehh ?
ermmm *thinking*
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i guess , thats all jek lahh kan (:

okayy , off to sleep now !

toodles ~

BABY , I LOVE YOUU TOOO !~ (:

2010-03-14T05:24:00.003+08:00

goshhh , missing my bbygerl soo much .

meeting her on monday .

ermmm , meeting her at yishun plakkk ,

kesiann dier everytime trn sk .

soo , tk sabar ! hehehehe .

nobody at home now , mummy & bpk went to KL

abg , kak hanis , haziq & kakak went to thier frens chalet .

&& im all alone at home ):

da lah tk derh mkn ! babi !

semuer kuar tk igt aku .

waduuh , gonna sleep aft this , besok ask abg they all buy food uhh .

HUNGRY ~! ahh ! btw ..

just started tweeting tadykk .

askked bby how was it , she said okay okayyy .

soo , give it a try uhhhh . bla bla bla bla , da ader satu tweet (:

den got used to it . yeahhh , msg2 ngaan bby pat twitter , while CHATTING xD

ehh ! kayhhh lahh ! tk leyhh tahan ! wanna sleep already ! *yawns*

chalo !

&& bhy , i love youu & i miss youu , soooo fcukin muchh ! <3

2010-03-12T00:54:00.001+08:00

i miss my gilrfy ~ ):

meeting her tmoro (:

weee ! tk sabar , bby not going to school , coz she has muscle cramps .

alalala , kecian dier , hehehe .

rindu rindu rindu , sama kamu ! (:

mwaaarhs !

2010-03-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY TO US (:

yeahhh , its our third month already (:

gosh , sorry for what happened today & yest , really sorry

wont elaborate , was my mistake , admitted

soo , here's my monthsary wish for my dearest (:

after 3 months of being together ,

we've been through shits . LOADS !

forgive & forgiven (:

my love for you never will fade , not even ABIT .

all the promises i've made to you , im still holding on to it .

i promise never to leave you

i promise never to let you walk alone

i promise to think of nothing but you .

i promise you that i wont lie to you

i promise i wont cheat on you

i promise i wont contact any other gurls besides my frens .

theres so much more but the most important is ,

i promise to love you & only YOU !

hehes , yeahh , i promise you that bhy .

nothing in this world could make me stop thinking of you

i've been soo faithful to you , & i noe you have been too (:

i cant imagine life without you .

your my everything , your the main priority in my life .

nothing in this whole WORLD could replace you .

ur the sweetest love i've ever felt

you have the most soothing voice that make me smile everytime

your the cutest little thing I've ever hugged .

you have the eyes that make me soo lost when i look into them .

you have the smoothest touch that would never fail to make me calm

you have the lips dat could make me melt .

you wouldnt want me to go on to your body (:

hahaha !

yeahhh , i'll suffer with you , i'll go through shits for youu , i'll do anything for you

i'll prove to you that the term ' eternity ' really do exist .

forever & ever is wat i'll show you .

i really love youu .

&& if your grounded , & cant go out ,

i dont mind spending everyday , out in the pouring rain ,

just to wait for you , till your out .

i'll swim the biggest ocean ,

go through a forest full of thorns ,

climb the highest mountain ,

travel the hottest deserts ,

just to meet you ,hear ur voice & see you smile .

damnn , im so in love with you , honestly ,

among all my rs i've been in ,

this is the only rs that i myself , restricted myself from talking to gurls

resticted myself to look at gurls .

&& i think , if theres a lady running in front of me with only a 2 peice bikini ,

i'll just simply walk way (:

for a guy , honestly speaking , thats an impossible thing to do (:

but to me , call me gay if you want to but hell , IM IGNORING IT !

nothing's better to look at than my one & only girlfy (:

if you were to leave me ,

i'd carve your name across my chest

words cant describe how much i love youu bhy , all i can simply say is ,

my love for you is just unexplainable (:

notthing could change that feeling (:

i'll love you till my eternity ~

i'll miss you with my every breath ~

i'll think of you at every blink on an eye (:

sweet sugarly love of mine , happy 3rd monthsary (:

mwarhs ~!

2010-03-06T20:04:00.002+08:00

When troubles bring you down
and you don't know what to do ,
just look inside your heart
and you'll know that I love you .
Every one has a destiny to find ,
looking in your eyes I have found mine .
You're all I ever wanted ,
you're all I'll ever need ,
I will be yours always ,
you will have my love for eternity

When I'm with you ,
eternity is a step away ,
my love continues to grow ,
with each passing day .

This treasure of love ,
I cherish within my soul ,
how much I love you ...
you'll never really know .

You bring a joy to my heart ,
I've never felt before ,
with each touch of your hand ,
I love you more and more .

Whenever we say goodbye ,
whenever we part ,
know I hold you dearly ,
deep inside my heart .

So these seven words ,
I pray you hold true ,
"Forever And Always ,
I Will Love You ."

h u n n e y h H E A R T S s u g a r

2010-03-02T23:05:00.003+08:00

~09-12-09~
:) Cinta Gula-Madu (:
~ Temanku Kekasihku Syurgaku ~

hais , missing youu soo much
you have no idea how much i miss you .
meeting you in school , it's just making me miss you more ,
missing US more !
even when ur by my side , i'll still miss you .
just wished that we could be next to each other at a blink of an eye .
i miss the smell on ur shoulders ,
i miss the smell of ur hands ,
i miss smelling & sniffing ur hair ,
i miss pecking you on ur chubby cheeks & cute lips ,
i miss hugging you , holding ur warm body ,
i miss staring into ur dark brown eyes and asking you to repeat what ur talking ,
i miss ur sweet warming smiles when ur laughing to my stupidity ,
i miss ur fake laughters (:
i miss tickling you & watching you stuggle (:
i miss the sweetest moments we've had .
i miss us laughing all the way till we got sick of it .
do you rmbr when we always fight with each other , on who loves who more && who misses who more ?
gosh , i miss that too ):
i miss hearing ur soothing & cute voice on the phone .
i miss talking craps with you till late at night ,
i miss having moments of silence with you xP
i miss holding ur hands through out our journey to ANYWHERE .
i miss waving goodbye to you when ur in the bus .
do you rmbr our ferst kiss ?
rmbr me giving u a peck on the cheeks & lips ?
i still rmbr that shocked face of urs , ur were blushing all over !
hahas ! ur were soo cute !
do you rmbr when i used to tell you not to look me in the eyes ?
hahahs ! well , now i cant resist it (:
rmbr when we webcamed till the next morning , and straight away met up ?
hahas , gosh , soo many memories of the past ,
cant stop smilling now , hahas !
im just glad that i have you in my life now ,
no regrets , after what we've been through last time ,
it's worth of holding on to your love , cause i know ,
ur worth fighting & suffering for .
i'll prove to you that the terms ' forever till eternity ' really exists .
i'll show you that i care for you ,
i'll prove to you , that your my one & only love .
cause one day bby , you'll realise how much you really meant to me .
i love youu dearest sugarLOVE ~
missing you with every breath of mine .

AYIM Hunneyh (:

2010-03-01T22:37:00.003+08:00

full moons are one of the sweetest things you have ever laid eyes on ,

but wanna noe wats even sweeter than that ?

to be with youu on a full moon & to see the moon through ur eyes .

thats sweeter bhy . just wish to do that on a full moon night .

i miss you sweetheart )':

2010-02-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

thats AFAD HAMSTER ! hahahah !!

saperh nk kenal2 ? (:

2010-02-28T21:54:00.003+08:00

editted a few of our pics , theres like , 58 photos , plus mine & girlfy's hp .

gosh ! hahash ! all of it made me laugh (:

well , ermm , gonna blog about friday & saturday

on friday , went to bear's chalet , afi , fad , fai , matin , ejal & bear da pat sanerhh .

at paris sanerhh . actually , was supposed to go with bbygerl , but mama tk bagyk dier ikot ):

soo , aku tros mcm down uhh , bru igt nk enjoy2 . lagykpon tgh rindu dier lah kan (:

skalik tk dpt ikot lakk , soo , aku pon siap2 uh , mandi & stuffs , packing barang2 .

went out about , 8+ mlm , skali check hp , last2 , mama bagyk bby ikot lahhh ~!!

WOOOT ~!! aku peyh happy , lol , terlompat2 jap aku pat lift lobby .

den , waste time jap uh pat cp , jalan2 , smoke2 , tgk2 kedai .

last2 piy join bdk2 skola maen takraw jap . HAHAHA !

sempat siak akuu ! HAHAH !

last2 bby da naek 39 .

aku pon tgu lahh 89 , txt2 , last2 kiterh due in the same bus !

but im on top , bby pat bwh , double decker bus lerhh (:

kewl kan ? tawu ~!

then , ermm , walk to chalet , enjoyed , kekeks

maen wrestling with fad & afi !

sumpahh merepek !

den relex , piy luar mkn , bareng2 ngan bby (:

moment of silence jap ^^

if only we had the room to ourselves , it would be more fun . siakk ~!

HAHA ! shhhh ... ~

den last2 tdo dlm kul 3+

already saturday :

bgn 10+ , piy check out

mkn pat foodcourt . then bussed to sengkang

slacked jap . snap loads of pics ! HAHA !

then balek around 5 or 4 + i think , tk igt uhh .

hahahs , yeahh , now , tgh txt ngan my dearest cinta gula ! (:

miss her soo much seyhh -.-

walau , bru smlm last met . friday ton ngan dier lagyk , tdo peluk2 lagyk !

waduhhh , now , still rindu mcm da lamerh tk meet ):

kesian ehh aku ? hahahs !

besok dah start skola lagyk -.-

B O R I N G !

mcm tk nk pergi pn aderh sakk . haish .

ermmm , lagyk 9 more days to our 3rd month ! weeee ~! (:

happy ! but , lagyk 10 more days to my camp -.-

puki mak , malas siak nk pergi !! cb uhh . bored siaa .

wanna ton with bby before i go off to camp .

gonna miss her seyhhh .

kayh lahh , till here ,

penat !

chalo ~!!

wanna watch alice in the wonderland with girlfy (:

2010-02-24T22:03:00.001+08:00

A man falls in love through his eyes, a woman through her ears .
serious perhh ? o.O
Love is being stupid together (:

2010-02-24T21:50:00.001+08:00

came across this quote ,
Relationships

of all kinds , are like sand held in your hand . Held loosely , with an open hand , the sand remains where it is . The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on , the sand trickles through your fingers . You may hold onto some of it , but most will be spilled . A relationship is like that . Held loosely , with respect and freedom for the other person , it is likely to remain intact . But hold too tightly , too possessively , and the relationship slips away and is lost .

cool ~!

2010-02-23T01:00:00.003+08:00

kimek , nie mukerh mepek , girlfy made me wear the make up powder thingy -.-

pics for the tent2 shit , hahahaha ! yg laen blm smpai .

&& ignore the pink band thingy on my head , hahahas ! girlfy's ~ xD

2010-02-23T00:22:00.002+08:00

hey hey ! hahas ! sry da lamerh taqk update .

been very2 lazy lately to update .

many things happened during the past few days .

ermm , latest one was , the tent2 shit last sat .

there was me & girlfy , fai , fad , ejal & girlfy , achoi & girlfy , afi and bear (iskandar)

and there was another group of peeps , aku tk kenal uhh

drank liquor all the wayy , let me recall

bear bwk this liquor , tk igt aperhh

then ejal bwk liquor jugak , tuuh pon tk tawu aperhh

then , the guy frm another group beli this liquor , tk tawu mcm anerh nk spell uh

hhahahas ! soo , senang ckp , tk igt all the liquor HAHAHA !

had fun , bbl mepek all the way , smoke2 , drink2 ,

berasmare ngan my girlfy

dier layan mepek aku ,

aku layan mepek dier . HAHAH !

& there i go forgetting my limits -.-

wat a waste ! of to the toilet , vomitted -.-

rabak gilerh uhhh , cant even stand .

went into the tent , tros K.O !

tdo ngan girlfy dlm tent .

bgn , saaaaap ~! HANGOVER BAI ! xD

head hurts , body aching all over .

ddk2 , amek angin , one by one piy mand .

after shower was sooo refreshing !

left with me & girlfy , fai , afi & bear .

while packing up , me & afi maen ngan the yellow tent cover

bwat mcm parachute , hahahaha ! BEST ! SUMPAH ! HAHAH !

lagyk2 angin gitu mcm peyh kuat .

den piy mkn , bussed to sengkang .

lepak2 , den joined afi for takraw , den around 9+ girlfy nk balek

salam & kiss , den watched her go . hais , felt so sad siaa !

walao , mcm nk cry gituu

tk smpai 5 mins , i already miss her .

maen takraw pn mcm tk derh mood .

i skipped few games , coz not in the mood , rinduu bby sgt .

den lmpu da ttp , lek2 , den went home .

txt bby , tros sleep .

daaaah ! hahaha ! && tadyk , went to play pool with apai , apit & jas .

aft pool , maen L4D 2 ! woooot ~!

heeh , den chao around 10+ .

bussed home with apit , beli mkn pat mac skalik .

den nie bru smpai umahhh (:

& now , i fucking hell miss my girlfy ,

us meeting in school , is just soo diff , idk why ?

i still would miss you if you're sitting by my side .

i just cant wait for the weekends .

aku rindu kau lahhh siol !~

eish !~ geram nyerhhh !!!

rindu~rindu~rindu~rindu~

sama KAMU !

dah dah , penat lakk aku type2 .

till nxt tyme ~!

chalo ~!

2010-02-14T23:30:00.002+08:00

12 february ;

celebrated didy's birthday ! da 19 lerh dier (:

had a tent-tent occasion ,

me , afi , fai , fad , yat , didy & achoi

celebrated , had fun , laughed alots . enjoyed ! (:

and yeah , we overnight .

13 february ;

woke up , realised hp battery was dead -.-

achoi chao ferst . den we slacked at the beach .

steam2 angin . den packed up , and chao frm there .

then , lepak pat sengkang .

bla bla bla , planned to go grandlink for LAN

skalik got the news that grandlink ttp .

soo , slacked jerh lah

mkn pat kedai kopi yg tepi cp situu

slacked .

14 february ;

woke up , txted bbygerl , talked2 .

was kinda moody , more to sad ? yeahh .

then , washed up , on comp , ferst ting , read her blog ,

woahh , tros happy && smiling . haah !

siao ehh ? heeh . chatted with bby , webbied jap ,

yeahh , kekeks , very kekek .

tgk dier , dier tgk aku , & do random stuffs xD

den akmal ajak piy takraw , bathed ,

continued chatting with bby .

last2 kuar lmbt , hahah !

bla bla bla , bussed home .

malas nk slack , balek tros on9 , sampai skrg ! (:

tetek owhh tetek

waaaahh , rinduuu laahh sgt sgt ngan matair akuu nie satuu .

besok jumperh ! yayay ! x)

&& i have a suprise for her ^^

dun worry bby , besok u can have it (:

soo stop asking me to tell you wat izzit ,

coz its a suprise ! xD

kayh kayh , she waiting for me to finish ,

kesian dier da ngantok .

wakakak !

chalo !

2010-02-10T20:08:00.002+08:00

fuuuh , today was a very tiring day siakkk ~

nbcb ! after school , went mkn japp , den piy umah sham , tukar baju .

then piy balek skola , had an outing to BUKIT TIMAH ! -.-

the bus journey , was sumpahh the longest journey ever . hahahs !

tk pernahh aku ddk pat dlm bus skola gitu lamerhh , panas lakk tuhh .

kekek2 dlm bus , den finally reached the place .

lined up & stuffs , i was supposed to line up pat sec 3 nyerh line , hahah !

but i stayed with the sec 4's ~ mcm siakk !

budak2 sec 3 da lahh mendakk , lame shits lakk tuhh ! HAHA !

alll the way till the top , was like kekek2 . tiring lahh siul .

the steps were like , at the heights of our knees , some are higher -.-

steep lakk tuhhh , den da smpai atas , chill2 , amek angin . cooling breeze .

suddenly ! what we have been waiting for at that place , has arrived !

THE MONKEYS CAME OUT ! HAHAHA !

jakon siakk , cute2 lakk tuhhh (:

den amek group photo , cnfrm mukerh aku masai nyerhh siakkk , sweating siul -.-

walked back down , kayhh , was'nt actually walking ...

we were like running down ! coz the slope was too steep to walk .

da lari tk perhh taww , tros tk leyh stop siakk . hahahah !

smpai bwh semuer nafas da mcm org semput -.-

bla bla bla , chill2 , me & akmal went toilet , then mr.nazri igt kiterh piy asap

tk kerh mcm siakk ? xD

tros , headcount , and rushed up to the bus .

dlm bus , fuuh ! aircon steamm dokk ! xD

semuer tdo !

kayh , tk semuerh lerhh , at leaste the peeps around me were sleeping .

including me , penat siakk !

den piy lepak , smoke2 with akmal&fazlin , sham & dzul .

lepas tuuh , akmal&girlfren went home , me n sham piy mkn , dzul lakk balek .

mkn pat 236 sanerhh , meggi .

bobal2 bout stuffs . yeahhh , then went to sham neyrh umah , amek barang2 .

walked home . penat siak ! till now uhhh .

waiting for girlfy to finish her movie -.-

da lah tk dtg skola ,

RINDU GILERH SEYH SAMA KAU ! x)

dah dah , update again tmoro

chalo `!

2010-02-09T22:38:00.004+08:00

my favourite girl (:

09.02.10
today was our SECOND monthsary seyhh ~! wooots ~ x)
happy uh siull , did'nt 'really' celebrated it , coz we were with fad , fai , afi & bonchet .
but , asalkan dpt jumperhh baby akuu on our monthsary da cukop (:
she gave me a frame , which was soooo , sweet !
idk wats so sweet uhh , but just by looking at it , it makes me smile (:
oh oh ~! she also had a note on it , here is wat she said ,

'ayim ironboyy
091209(:
; Happy second months !
babyy , i'm still into you , still in love with you every single secs of my life .
i promise you not to leave or to let go of your hand babyy .
no matter how hard life is , i'm still here for you .
i love you so much !
mwaaarhs !
kecyk seperrkido !'

kiwekkk ~!
aku melting lahh siul ! hahahas !
soo sweet of you lahh bby (:
i love youuuuu soooooo soooo much ~!! (:
your the BEST GIRL IN THE WORLD !
thanks for the gift bbyy .
gonna print out a photo of us and put it in the frame (:
actually kan bie , had a plan for youu tadyk , but we went lepaking with them instead
soo , i post poned it (:
ehehe , sooo , update again tmoro aites ?
&& to my 189 dudes , miss lepaking with you guys
cant wait for fridays event , the 'tent-tent shit' x)
meet soon yaww ~!
chao !

2010-02-08T00:30:00.003+08:00

waaaaahhh ~

siaallll luhhh ~!

baekk perhh siol ! (:

i just love it when girlfy talks that way (:

goshh , sedap siut ! pedaaas ~!

yum yum ^.^

fuuuuhhh ! check out my girlfy's blog , fcuk yeahh its for YOU !

SLUT ! ^.^

let me repeat this gerl , SEEEEERRHHHLLLAA`T ~

in your face ! S L U T (:

&& my girlfy is sworn the most sweetest gift i've EVER had in MY life ~ (:

& hell yeahh , I FCKIN LOVE HER (:

2010-02-07T21:51:00.002+08:00

bored ! -.-

just finished doing my maths hw ..

now chilling dpn comp & chatting with girlfy .

soo , my foot fcuking hurts !

i cant even walk properly siall ~

mcm siakk jekk , all thanks to RUGBY during PE lesson on friday ! -.-

tk tawu besok leyh gi skola kerh taqkk ?

sial uhh , hmmm , boring nyerhhh !

wat to doo owhh wat to doo ~!

2010-02-06T23:57:00.002+08:00

aft 12am , its gonna be 2 days left ! wooots ~
i love youuu mmy !

you will be my answer when someone asks me what im thinking of (:

mwarhs !

2010-02-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

those pics were taken on friday (:

well , i miss her siaa ~

sooo sooo sooooo much !

ermm , did'nt go out today , stakat piy compass beli brg2 dapur (:

bought cigg skalik , den , masak pat umah

tibe2 aderhhh beruang lapar sound , ' ayim ! masak aperhh tuh ? '

lol ! my abg lerhh saperh agyk ! pantang bau mkn xD

cook dat black pepper chicken thingy , hahas

tk cayerhh ? den believe it coz i do noe how to cook kayh !

den mkn ngan abg , heard a storry frm girlfy , which soooo dissapointed me soo much !

did made me marah jugak , well , do it nxt tyme when u got the chance aite's bby ? (;

den den , ermm , tgk tv jap , citerh bad boys 2 , ketawerh sendirik

msg2 my girlfy , den mummy & bpk alek , ate some oranges with them

lighted a ciggy , went to my room & online . (:

till now lahh , hahaha !

ermmm , tmoro sunday , any plans ? i dun think soo !

btw , sprained my toe siakk , now i realise .

it happened on friday , during P.E time , playing full-contact rugby .

some one slammed my foot with his knee while i was tackling him -.-

dumbass~

& now , it hurts when i walk . chibye sakk ~!

complained to mummy , den dier urot jap , WAAAAAPIANG ~!

aku terpekik2 siakkk ~! hahahahah !

and that little devil , which was haziq , kept on laughing , reapeating ' padan mukerh '

hahaha ! cb x)

now , whole body aching , due to working out at the gym yest .

fuuh , im like a robot ! HAHA

kayh kayhh , daahh , dat all for todayy , chalo ~!

2010-02-04T21:57:00.001+08:00

2010-01-31T20:08:00.000+08:00

2010-01-30T14:54:00.004+08:00

please dont play with my heart ~

i trusted you , sooo much .
and now , idk why is it hard for me to believe you
when u swore that you were'nt hiding anything frm me .
seriously , its soo hard for me to believe .
you & him , you bth are ridiculously close !
u said u last cntcted him was last week , which was on the 21st
i find that hard to believe too .
&& im having this feeling , as though youre already falling fer somone else .
& youu jolly well know who im referring to .
it made sense , u bth are close , the way you chat with him .
the stuffs you talked about , it hurts me ):
are you still INTO me ?
are you still MISSING me ?
do you still LOVE me ?
do you even TRUST me ?
do you still THINK of me every secs of the day like you told me last time ?
hais , but wtv happens , WATEVER jekk ehh ,
i sumpah i tk akan lepaskan you .
&& im still holding to the words we said last time ,
you : if i ever let go of ur hand , will you let go too ?
me : i'll NEVER let you go , i swear .
i still rmbr the words we promised each other ,
me : bie , i promise i wont cntct or layan a gurl in any ways , selagi i matey ngan you .
you : awww , sweet of you , i promise too bby (:
hais , remembering the promises we made , it made me smile , they touched my heart
but , most of the promises you & me had made , just makes my tears fall even more .
because , the one who is holding on to the promises , is me . hais )":
but , i've forgiven you , coz i know i wouldn't find another love like urs .
the sweetest love that i've ever felt , the love u gave me , it brought me back to my feet .
losing you is the only thing that could bring me down , down back to where you've picked me up
i swear , i'd carve your name on my chest with a sharp object if you were to leave me .
so that whenever i look at myself in the mirror , it would remind me of you .
i SWEAR i'll do it . i love you , i really really do , i'd do anything for you .
your my everything , notthing could ever replace youu , nothing and no one !
~losing you , is the last dream i would ever want to come true~
*sobbs*

2010-01-29T00:07:00.003+08:00

seriously speaking , im pissed with you , yeahh , the way u talked to him , wth ? u told me it was seldom being used ? pfft , paperh uh kayh bie , u bleyh senang2 ckp dier u peyh bestie lah or wtv uhh , tapyk , mukerh i yg malu u tawu tk ? you aderh pikir taqk pasal tuuh ? you i peyh pmpn , beyh you piy bbl ngan jantan laen gitu mcm , paderh you no hal uhh , no sweat pahh ? btol ? stakat bbl jek perhhh . yeahhh ! mmg care bbl , tapyk , tuuh care bbl , yg memalu kan i , you aderh pikir taqk ? well , judging by the way you were chatting with him , you werent ! hmm , anything uh bie , terpulang uh paderh youuu . i've told this story before to some of my frens , dorang sendiri ckp , ' klau aku jadyk kau kan , aku seriously malu luh siol . ' ahhh ! paperh uhhh ! up to youuu uhhh bie . hais , sayang youuu uhhh byk2 !

2010-01-28T22:26:00.002+08:00

ermm , bru balek frm lepak , haha ! fcuking tired !
kayh ! i actually dunno wat to update bout . hmmm
damn ! all i got to say for this post is ,
i swear i love my babygirlfyy ~ (:
rindu dier lahhh siul ! gosh ~
now , waiting for bby nyerh rply , dier nk piy camp seyh besok ! gosh ! gonna miss you darlingku
she'll be back on saturday night ):
&& doing maths homework , woooh , kushuk sia ! wakaakaka ~
kk , aft homework , gonna continue watching ' the TOOTH fairy ' x)
last few days , i did watched it online , but tertdo , haha ! PENAT !
soo , dats all lerhh , sorry klau boring ehh ?
tata !
(:

2010-01-25T20:48:00.001+08:00

oh oh ! nearly forget ,

congratulations to my ex , ina fenty .

she attached already lahh seyhhh ! hahas !

wish you all the best aite (:

2010-01-25T20:34:00.002+08:00

hmm , i guess , im just too bored , and to sad .

sad because , was supposed to spend tyme with bby aft school

sadly , she went to her frens house -.-

i was like , damn , da tawu tk rush balek skola seyhh ..

den , topped up hp jap , msg bby , den walked all the way home , under the hot sun .

mcm siak jekk , smpai umah da mcm kenerh bbq siak -.-

hmmm , den waited for bby nyerh msg , last2 , i looked at the time jekk ,

it was already 5+ & no msg frm her .

tros , mcm malas nk jumperh . a few hours jekk , tk payah sudah .

lagipon had to jagerh haziq at home . luckily daddy was at home .

soo , spend time besok jekk uh .

now txting my matey , tibe2 mcm down uh , entah lah apasal , just felt like it .

dun ask me why , coz all im gonna say is , idk why .

kayhh , now , bout skool lakk .

hmmm , skool was fun as per normal , concentrating all the way .

did had some jokes also , bla bla bla bla ~

aft skool , sham & wan talked to me jap , den mkn tgether , they went off , i went to smoke with anas .

chit chatted bout stuffs along the way , i was like , woah , did he just offered me to go for a smoke outside ? o.O

shocking seyh ! bobal bobal . yeahhh .

den , he went home , i rushed back to school , then back to the top ! ^^

ahhahs ! daahh , bye !

waiting for my matey to online .

chalo ~!

2010-01-22T23:58:00.002+08:00

the main source of my happyness , is you girlfy .

ur the reason im smilling everyday , im soo glad that i have you .

read your post already , hmmm , pape lah kan .

was'nt actually the post i had expected , but , it ur say , sooo , cant do anything

just want you to know , i love you , with all my heart

hais , bye

2010-01-22T23:27:00.002+08:00

soooo , currently im happy with my life (:

it does'nt suck anymore like last time ! x)

wanna noe why ??

ferstly , its because of my love life

well , seriously happy that im actually being setia ! xD

cant belive it , but its true siol ! (:

yeahh , i noe , some of you would like sayy ,

' yeahhh , fer real jekkk dekni ! -.- '

or or , even some would go ,

' FINALLY ! (: '

hahaha , for the peeps that think aku niy mcm paham , well , stay tuned and be amazed ! xD

hahahaha , serious siaaa ! happyy !~

sumpaahhh tk gelek ~! (:

ermmm , signs dat shows im being setia ,

not CONTACTING any gerls , exept fer besties , tuuh pon , da tk chat or wat so ever ,

not LOOKING at any gerls , yeahh , i noe , hard to belive kan ? hahas

im not LAYANING any gerls ,

the only gerl that is in my mind & heart since 2 DEC till now , is ,

nur ain binte ahmad jamil ~

yup , my bello-ved girlfy , hahahas !

gosh i love her ! woooohs ~

even , i myself cant believe that im actually doing the signs mentioned above ^^

happy happy happy ~!!

i love youuuu & only youu lahhhh sayanggg ~!

i'll never get bored of seeing ur face EVERYDAY ~

im finding you hari2 lagyk aderhhh seyhhh bby (:

kayh kayhhh , secondly , my life , education wise

im back in school , & i have to admit , i LOVE school !

i LOVE MATHS ! o.O

damn ! i hated maths since i was primary 2 , && now ,

im looking forward to it , xD

cool ~ not wasting my precious moments of life like last time anymore ! (:

waaaaaahhhh ~!!! HAPPY NYERHHH ~!

i know this would sound shocking , but , i actually like studying ! HAHA

kayhh , enuf , mcm tk perlu gituu , -.-

kk , tiill here jekk

pop in again soon aites !

chalo~!

2010-01-18T00:35:00.003+08:00

&& baby , im willing to spend my eternity holding ur hands ~

coz all that matters to me , is only you dear~

2010-01-18T00:05:00.002+08:00

besok skola siul !!! -.-

hahaha ! besok baby dtg skola , yey yey ~ (:

rindu lah sgt sgt ngan bby ku yg satuu tuuuuhhh !~

hwas ~! soooooo , wat should i talk about ? o.O

entahh eh ? today went out , beli ciggs , then lepak jap .

baby sent me msges , talking bout how much she misses me & loves me !

SWEET NK MAMPOS LAHH ~! sumpahhhhh taqk geleeq !~

want me to type it out here ? ermmm , naaah , panjang ! ahaha !

i was like , reading & smiling seyhhh , oh oh ! & also melting at the same time , lols !

sumpah sweet seyhhh ~

wanted to rply , but , blm top up -.-

nk pinjam hp members , semuer pp8 low . wth ~

went home around 8 , txted bby using hp mummy .

den tgk citerh " pulau hantu " , okehhh lahhh , nearly sleep half way -.-

now , txting bby again . hahahs .

kk ! daaahh , tmoro skool ! GOING TO SLEEP ~!

nights all !

chalo ~!

&& baby

im willing to spend my eternity with you

i swear (:

2010-01-15T22:42:00.001+08:00

bby edited this one ! (:
are'nt we sweet ? HAHAH !
i love her , && only her !

2010-01-15T22:19:00.002+08:00

dear beloved baby ,

im sorry for over reacting on the issue ,

yeah , i guess i got too over jealous till it got over me .

resulting to this . i regrett , yeah , seriously , i regrett this .

but im glad that you forgiven me .

i love you bby , very much , simillar the love of a mother , towards a new born child of hers .

really do ! && i miss you badly ! soo soo soo soo much !

werds cant describe it uh bie , its too much ! (:

never will i repeat my mistakes , this i promise you .

well , baby's knee still not back to normal , she guessed by monday she should be okeh .

soo , cant wait to meet her on monday !!

meet soon aites bie !

take care , wash it regularly !

mwaaaaaaaarhs !!

2010-01-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

i've told you everything in msn kan ? soo , hope you listen to it .

hais , ahhhh ! tk leyh angs siaaakkkk !!! -.-

selamerh ini , you bbl pasal any of them , you think im actually listening ?

no bby , no im not , those smiles , they were fake , seriously .

soo , hope you dont do it anymore kayh bie ?

i love youuu , very much , really .

miss youuuu loads !

mwaaaarhs !

hope to spend time with you soon , bye .

why were you having those type of effing STUPID instinct of yours ?? damn it . hais

2010-01-12T00:32:00.002+08:00

nur ain binte ahmad jamil

2010-01-11T23:06:00.003+08:00

making it short and simple

ferst day of school , well , it was , ermmm , quite great ! ahahahs !

manage to get along with classmates , malays jekk ! hahah !

the chinese are , those , stupid2 asss anjing types !

one of them , babi ! mau step terror ngan aku , tunjuk angkong depan mate aku x)

pikir aku heran ? beyh asek mau stare2 aku , ahahas ! sial ! nie uh cinerh ! ANJING !

hahas ! overall , did'nt talk much in class , soo good boy ! hahas ! manage to concentrate !

okehh , sooo , aft school , met bby at canteen ^^

ddk2 , bbl2 jap , den piy slack . bla bla bla bla bla !

had a FABULOUS day with syg ! *winks*

i love youuuu lahhh bie ! sumpah tk gelek ! heehs !

missing youu soo much already !

meet again tmoro aites syg ?

mwaaaarhs ! *winkx*

dah dah ! till here jekk

chalo peeps !~

till when shall we wait eh ? x)

2010-01-09T21:12:00.002+08:00

sooo , met girlfy just now at 2+ ? tk igt uhh -.-

reached cp early , so , went to the toilet to do some business jap uhh

hahahas ! den bru piy jumperh bby , tros hugged seyhhh ! woooh !

i was like , ' gosh , just as i imagined ! ' xP

i said , ' lamerh tgu ? '

for 2 or 3 times like that , last2 i said , ' hello ~? im asking youu '

hahahahahs ! she was like stucked frm the moment we hugged .

den , went to metro , tgk2 bag dickies , den piy 77th street , beli bag fer school xD

its a dickies bag , guess the colour ! cmon !

BABY BLUE of course ! hahahahahaha !

den , piy popular , tgk pencil box , lol !

i saw this ben 10 pencil box , LAWA siol ! wakakakaka ~!

den bby was like , ' hmmm , okeh jugakk uh tuuh ' xD

hahas , den piy the shop tepi popular, luperh the name , tgk2 bende

went minitoons lakk , beli pencil box , blue jugak x)

den piy , ermmm , letak my brg2 pat umah , ddk2 pat void deck jap .

den abg & kak hanis passed by .

i was like , ' ehh bie ! abg & my kak ipa ! serious2 ! ! '

she said , ' serious perhhh ??! '

i said , ' serious lahh ! '

den abg was like tgh ejek2 kiterh , xD

den asked me who at home and stuffs .

den piy cp , kesian sayang ku , dier tgh ' famished ' hahaha !

last2 piy bangquet , tk derh tmpt ddk .

den bby tibe2 dropped down & sit .

den bla bla bla ! walked to bus stop 85 nyerh blkg situu , ddk2 , kekek2

den sent bby to bus stop .

then vroooom !~ off she goes , now waiting for her msg .

& now listening to do you remember - jay sean ft lil jon & sean paul

& chatting with ina & listening to her probs .

soo yeahh , till here ! chalo !~

2010-01-09T02:34:00.004+08:00

WEIIII !! aku panaaaaas gilerhhh lah siul !!! sumpahhhh tk gelek !
besok jumperhh , im gonna take it like notthing happend , klau i aderh mcm prangai ckit , i agak skrg you da paham kan apasal ? pfft !
kecoh gilerhh uh youu nie !!! arggh ! PANAS SIAL !
you said it was a SHE ???
asl i bacerh HE siak ? walan !
marah i pasal tagged ,
at leaste i dun wink pat org laen perh ?
eeeeishh !!! da lah !

2010-01-09T00:07:00.000+08:00

happy 1st month syg

i miss you & never will i stop loving youuu ~!

2010-01-08T22:15:00.003+08:00

hais , you know why i uploaded those pics

i ... i love you )":

staring at the pics above , as my tears rolled down my cheeks

remembering our sweetest moments , the moment we could only wished of

hais , tmoro is our 1 mnth , and , why are we in this condition ?

hais , if i were to have one wish , id wish for us to be as sweet as last time once again , and never to change .

2010-01-08T21:45:00.002+08:00

now , for my bello-ved girlfriend (:

tmoro is our 1st month seyh bie ! heeh !

sooo , hope we could meet up tmoro (:

i missed youuu & love youuu soo much gerl !

seriously ! only god knows how i feel

baby , dun ever stop thinking about me kayh ??

coz i did'nt even stop thinking bout you fer a sec !

sumpah tk gelek !

hmmm , i love youu , very2 much . i swear .

i dun want this love of ours , to fade , i dont wish to let this rs go .

dam , i cant think anymore , the rest of this update , is wat i've spoken to you in msn .

soo , tilll here . hais

2010-01-08T21:26:00.002+08:00

well , to kechhyk , the one who tagged me on the board .

thanks for the advise i guess . i dun really noe you . tell me who you are ?

and , to baby , bout that ' her ' , you know who she is

and , eyahhhh ~ going back to COMPASSVALE SECONDARY !

hahahs ! im like fcuking 17 and im in sec 3 . xD

school starts on monday , soo , dudes , i wont be available 24/7 like last time , hahahs !

gonna be busy with school & homewerks soon , sooo , wooh ! 2010 its gonna be a struggling year fer me (:

changing to be a better person is what im gonna do this year , yeahh

school starts , tattoos leaving , and so are my piercings . made my choice (:

soo , yeahh , the exact phrase for it , turning over a new leaf or izzit leave ? o.O

hahahahaha ! dah dah ! chalo ! nxt post , about my BELOVED GIRLFY !

2010-01-06T18:24:00.003+08:00

soo , yeahh , did'nt met bby today , woke up at 1+ , hahas

tk jadyk nk lepak .

AHHH !!!

i got a very big news to spread !

im going back to school baybehhh !!~

woooots ~!

compassvale secondary , sec 3 . yeahh , im like , 17 this yr & im in sec 3 ?

hahas ! well , wat to do kan . demi masa depan (:

regretted loads for the past 3 years

if i did'nt met her , I WOULD ALREADY BE IN ITE OR EVEN SEC 5 SIAK !!

pok'a'yy sama loh !~ x)

CB , yeahh , no point aku mengamok skrg ..

gonna change for the better uhh , masok skola , quai quai uh dohh ~!

buying specs , WITH DEGREE !~ xD

removing tattoo's

wat about my piercings ? o.O

naaahh ! not removing them yet ! xD

blm puas ! HAHA !

this friday , 3pm , me & my mummy gonna meet shariff at school , naqk kenerh sign aperh form pn ntahh .

okeh2 ! sooo , dudes & dudettes in sec 3 NT this year , meet you all soon ! x)

chalo !

2010-01-05T13:43:00.001+08:00

oh yeah , && btw , just 4 more daays left bie )":

i love you , very much .

2010-01-05T13:30:00.002+08:00

wad a sad story fer me hear , and also read .

guess he's just way better than me .

i knew it , i know u havent moved on , it was so clear in my mind . hais .

well , im sorry i cant be better than him

sorry i cant make you ferget him

sorry if i could'nt cheer u up , i could'nt bring myself to do it .

mayb seeing you nxt time , it would be soo diff fer me , idk why .

im sorry if im gonna be acting all diff around you nxt time .

meeting you later , hais , i'll try my very best to be very normal like we always do .

mayb i should shed some tears now ,

so that i would'nt be shedding too much later , just incase im gonna break down fer some reasons .

but i hope , we'll be smilling and having fun , hmm , i just hate it when i have to look away when ur crying .

hmm , oh yeahh , && to the readers , NO ! were not breaking up . pfft ! dun even think about it !

2010-01-03T10:18:00.003+08:00

6 DAYS MORE BBY !!! woooooots ~! xD

going out later , at 12+ ?

going to meet the rest pat RC

cik wati nk blanje semuer PIZZA HUT DOHH ~!

hahahahs ! aku nie da lamerh tk mkn pizza hut . ^.^

the peeps dats gonna be there ,

aku , nazirul , alep , bj , ejal mok , apool , tuu jek yg aku tawu mest dtg

ayie , gopal , luqman tk tawu lakkk ?

okehh , tk sabar nk mkn free x)

siaks !~

2010-01-02T13:26:00.000+08:00

LOVE YOU LAHH SAYANG !

2010-01-02T13:08:00.003+08:00

lol ! sheeqa`thang suddenly nudged me on msn , saying

' kimekk ! ayim da matey jek sombong seyh ! ' xD

i said , ' laky manerh tk sombong kalao dorang da sayang binik kan ?? '

sheeqa said , ' nyeleh ~ org tegur dier pat msn , tk pernah nk layan . dalah ! ayim sombong uh , tk nk fren ! '

hahahs ! i said , ' tk nk fren sudah lerh ! i rather lose a girl-fren , rather than losing my GIRLFY seyh ! '

sheeqa said , ' waaaahhh ! jahat seyh ayim ! da lahh ! bye lahh klau gituk . last long aniwaes ! '

i said , ' biaserh gakk ! bye ! thanks hor ~! '

hahahahaha ! aperhh jekk nie pmpekk ! xD

mest lahh seyh aku sombong !

tk nk kehilangan BINIK maaahhh ?~ x)

sooo , this goes to all the gurls out there

( except for besties , the gerls which i talk using aku kau , dats a bestie )

klau aku da sombong semenjak 09/DEC/09

paham2 jekk lah kayh (:

aku tk nk hilang nur ain binte ahmad jamil !

hahas ! sayang binik dohhh ~! * winks *

2010-01-02T02:04:00.003+08:00

ignore my face lah cb ! xD

bie ! pakai tepong perh ! xD

COUNTDOWN 2010 !

hahahs ! went to the marina floating platform there

with , me & sayang , afai & rusy , ejal & hunni (:

yeahh , ferst few hours , DAMN BORING ! knew it ! xD

11 onwards baru start gerek ckit , but until 12 jeekk .

the fireworks was superb !!! LAWA GILERHH ! the best i've seen (:

den , gurmit announced bout the dancefloor , he said , it was , only for 18 & above !

PUKI LAH ! peyh peng ! cb ! pat ticket or anywhere , tk derh info pon siak pasal that 18+ thingy

den walked out of that place , went to meet , fly , nas , badri & their friends , which i dunno .

slack2 jap , den , terserempak with , kiki , haikel , amy & thier frens

den also meet up with , yat , talked2 , i soo did'nt expect to see him sakk . hahahahs !

den chao , piy pasir ris , mkn pat mac jap , den piy park , ddk pat empty chalet

den kenerh halao , den went to the bus stop , ddk2 , kecoh2 , pasal we were like sayuring ! -.-

den took cab to pasir ris inter , den seperated , ejal&hunni took mrt , me , sayang & afai took bus

piy bus stop , asap jap , den bus dorang smpai dulu , then , vrooom ! off they goo .

den i took 89 , which was just behind their bus , xD

ddk , tertdo jap , den felt like someone tap me on my cheeks , tros terbgn

nobody was beside me , or even behind me , because i was sitting at the back -.-

infront apek tue ? tgh tdo lagyk . tgk the peeps around me , semuer mcm , apek2 , cik2 .

i was like freaking out siak ! hahahahs !

sleep again , den felt something touch my hands siol !! pundek !!!

tros tk nk tdo sia ! lincah2 tron bus , balek , cuci kaki n muke , mcg syg , den piy tdo !

walande ! seram siakk !

kayh lahh , till here ! chalo !

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS !

2009-12-30T13:27:00.003+08:00

idk ? izzit me or , that dream just made me realise ur abit diff frm last time ?

or am i the one changing ? hais , idk if i should tell you bout the dream uhs , hais .

skip that one , and talked to mummy just now , about school .

she gave me 2 options , to go back to sec 3 again , or take private N ?

hmmm , having hard time choosing . idk lahhhh !

bgn jekk bleyh tahan stress , & yeah , so is baby .

tmoro is countdown , pikiran yerh ?? tk sangat lah bby ;)

haahs ! this year countdown SUCKS !!

cheyh ! blm pergi da tawu ehh , hahas ! SUDAH CNFRM uh merepek , nt like last years .

hmm , well , going with afai & girlfy , me & girlfy . ejal & girlfy , fad , choi , nt cnfrm yet .

colour ? nt yet planned ! xD but idk why im not stressed about it -.-

fai said , blue ? im okeh with it , but bby tk derh blue seyhh ! aiyoooo .

k lah2 , update laterh at night , nk gi mand , nk gi laser treatment for my tattoo .

nk jagyk goodboii lahh kann (:

dah dah !

chalo ~!

2009-12-28T06:55:00.005+08:00

well , came home around 5+ just now , ton ngan JASMAN .
purposely bold that name . aderh lah reason dier , jas tawu , and jollywell does my sayang .
pfft , slacked jekk pat playground umah aku
at ferst , planned to go woodlands , then jas teman me , but , changed plans , went to bugis instead .
den jalan2 , bought this white and blue , long sleeved , formal shirt . hahahas !
and also a new watch , same design as my old one uh , but diff colour , guess ?

WHITE & BLUE ! xD

lawa ehhh ! wait and see ! hahahs ! fav colour dohh ~! x)
28 bucks for the shirt , 8 bucks for the watch . okehh uh ? hahahs
walked around again , nk caryk sluar , aderh uh nie sluar , nk beli , tapyk , duet da tk cukop

need to keep 25 for the tickets mahh ! klau taqk , da aku dpt sluar tuuh ! LAWA LAH !!

damn ! aft that , went back to sengkang , slacked2 , as you can see at the pics

hahahs ! jas belik sluar , and me , tgh jakon try2 baju , xD

tgh berjiwang , happy2 txt tros , Jeng Jeng Jeng ~!

aderhhh lahhh problem occur .

baby thought aku ton with another gurl ! -.-

jas ckp " dgr2 aku pmpn perh ! ? sini meh aku kol dier lahh ! "

hahahahs ! siul ehh ?

jas was like " yim , sabar yim , aku paham aperh kau raserh , sbgai melayu kiterh mest kuat bersabar "

he also said " padan lah aku bbl ngan kau tk layan ! tgh gadoh luperh nyer ! "

sorry dohh ! xD

tgh msg2 with baby , skalik hp dead , and i was like " jas tukar sim card jas ! lincahhh !! "

member tros kelam kabot siul ~ xD

" yim , sabar jekk yimm , sabaarrr ~~ "

den bla bla bla . mls nk elaborate futher bout it .

later gonna meet her , tk tawu uh how its gonna turn out , fun ? loving ? sad ? angry ?

i just hope everythings gonna be fine , sad awhile , okehh lah , acceptable uh . but please not the angry2 parts .

dun wish to get angry infront of you bby , i hate it .

i told you the truth already . hmmm , im sorry kayh sayang ?

*crosses fingers * harap2 dier tk prangai uh ehk nant !

i just wanna have fun and loving and also memorable time with her . thats all . no arguements .

kk , tgh tgu sayang rply . idk wat time she will wake up . hopefully early !

daaahh , CHALO !

ohh ! yeah , that was the ferst time you did'nt even replied my kisses , loves , misses .

do you noe how much it hurts ? hais .

plus , you did'nt even trust me , not even ABIT ! ):

daah lahh . bye )":

2009-12-27T05:22:00.003+08:00

THIS POST IS FOR MY GIRLFY ! (:

AIN LAH MATAIR AKU !

AIN LAH BUAH HATI INTAN PAYUNG AKU ! xD

AIN LAH SEGALANYA DALAM HIDUP AKU !

i miss youuuu sooo much lahhhh bie ! sumpah tk gelek ! (:

yes uh , meeting you laterh ! hahahs ! woooooooooooohoooo !!

tk sabar seyh nk meet you ! lalalala ~ x)

weiiii !!! aku saayang kau lahh tetek !! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!

siakk uh mulot aku ! ..... TAWUK !! xD

geram nyerhhh aku nan kau !!! ishhh !!! nant habes uhhh youu bby , hahahs !

i klau da rindu kan , i jadyk MONSTER tawu !! xD

AKU SAYANG KAU LAHHHH TETEK !!

AKU RINDU KAU LAHHH BONTOT !!

AKU PERLUKAN KAU LAHH MOKMOK !!

TK SABAR NK JUMPERH KAU LAHHHH SAYANGKUUUUU !!!!

hehehe , tuuuuhhh semuer youuu uh bby , tetek , bontot , mokmok , sayangkuu !

I LOVE YOUUUUU LAHHHH SAAAAAAYAAAANGG !!!

i tawu u love me more , tawwwuuuuu lahh sangat2 !!!! xD

but still , i love youuu jugakkk the same way lahh kan ! hahah !

ewww , mcm gergerl siak ! ahhas ! well , wat to do lah kan ?

da sah nickname ' gergerl ' .... siul ehhk ?! :#

kk , daaahh , nk sleep ! chalo beyteyh !

2009-12-27T04:08:00.001+08:00

the vids we recorded !

ku sedari

cahaya

tanpa mu

go ahead and enjoy !

jgn luperh comment taw !

hehehas !

thanks yaw !~

2009-12-27T03:29:00.004+08:00

25 DEC ;
sooo , on christmas , was supposed to meet sayang , but she had something on uh i think .
soo , instead , went out with apit , apai , kiki
gi maen pool ! untill that particular person kan , gi letak bubble gum pat dlm lobang table .
then panggel org dier bla bla bla .
kayh , mayb namerh aku kenerh black list kot ? jgn siol ! xD
den , blablabla again , then shits happen ! hahas !
kayh den slacked , kiki went home , jas replaced him , xD
lepak2 , den apai alek , me apit jas , went to the playground at my block , lepak , maen guitar
apit balek , lpas tuuh , lepak with jas all the way , then piy 7-11 mkn
nk tawu aperh aku mkn ? xD
that wonton noodle followed by chicken & mayo sandwich then ,
spaghetti & that crabmeat pizza thingy . hahaha ! lapar lahh kan ! xD
kayhh , tros slacked , made song for jas . kayh dahh !
26 DEC ;
slacked with 189 , afai , ejal , yato , matin . tuu jekk
choi tk sedap badan , shrek kuar ngan nenek dier , afad had no idea of this plan ! -.-
hahas ! soo , slacked2 , glad that everythings fine now .
den went to eat pat mall , den jalan2 pat ' DAISO ' ! HAHAHAH
sumpah KEKEK LAH SIAL ! xD
went around the whole shop , making fun of anything that we see .
stuffs we made fun off ,
simple wooden basket , a sushi making thingy , a packet of BALLS , a back massage thing
some kitchen appliances , kids toys , panties , underwear , those plastic megaphone thinggy ?
scarfs , snow caps , biscuits , water , pets stuffs , specs , hahaha ! loads more lahh ! xD
semuer kekek gilerh ! xD
last2 , me & ejal bought snacks , walked back to 189 , smpai 189 jekk ejal peyh snack da bis
hahah ! semuer bedal aku nyerh ! xD
sedap ehh ?! xD
den , lek2 , matin lak balek , den recorded lagu , ku sedari , cahaya & tanpa mu .
oh oh ! and please ! want to hire a cameraman ? afai is soo not recommended ! xD
sumpah tk gelek ! hahahahahah !
kk , den already 11pm , we walk to shell , coz dorang amek bus pat situ
den i went to buy water jap , den balek ! hahahas !
dats alll ! chalo !

2009-12-23T00:53:00.011+08:00

23 DECEMBER LAH DOHH !

* big smile *

those who wished me ,

sayang wished me at the bus stop , plus a kiss ! woots ! xD

sooooooo sweet of her (: love youu lahh saaaayaaang ! (:

those who wished me through msn/tagged

its in order , sayang was ferst of course ! xD

followed by , family ,

mummy , daddy , brother , sister in law , sister , brother in law

aunty yam , uncle mas , aunty jah , aunty pah , uncle razif

aunty titi , adq faiz , kak nah ( semuer niy my aunts , uncle , cousins )

now for my friends !

ina fenty , apai , apit , afai , waniee , iymaa , crystal

ilah , jazreel , i'khaa , ahtiasmall , aziraaa , boipekk , fafababy

rhera , myra , jaja , nabilah , melon , lidiya , shayana

idah , nassya , xiao xiao , norabby , wany

fifi , deane , fieka smallie , ha'shas , yana

leeyana , atiqah kanina , baby manjer , lyrah

eyraa , ecak boyankia , nini , fica , rifaaa

fiefiza , aikel , lina , fala sachiqo , fatin

dollydeea ,sue stout , aziraa , eiynaa

maizuraa , shrek , bilah kechiik , auryssa

yatz , zaza , ikah , rusy , eqaa , ana shawty , lilo

nut , mimin , shirin

woahhh ! bleyh tahan uh ehh , hahahs !

now , for the presents ! hahahas !

handphone , AINO baiii ! xD

10 new shirts

3 new shades

new specs

beads

tmoro mkn ngan family , at all time favourite , ARNOLDS ! xD

auntys & uncles , gonna give me $$$ !

some peeps tawuk braperh , hahahas !

kaching kaching ! (;

HAHA ! happy sial ! xD

&& oh oh ! sister and bro in law , gonna buy me a pool table !

but ! letak pat our house yg pat KL , mcm CHIBAI ! xD

hahahhas ! siak tol ! hahas

kayhhh , dat should be all , oh oh !

i have one wish , and my wish is to , ton with my girlfy .

dats all im asking . (: bye !

happy birthday ! TO ME ~ xD

2009-12-14T03:35:00.002+08:00

baby , i'll be there for you no matter what

i'll be your pillar of strength

your listening ears , your place of comfort

i'll hold your hands through thick and thin

NOBODY knows how much i love you

they absolutely dunno how happy i am to have you

they have no clue how important you are to me

and neither do you .

yeahh , i know you feel the same way too hunn

and im really really really happy to know that (:

i treasure you alot , really really alot .

people may ask me this question one day ,

' is she ' THAT ' important to you ? '

and i'll say , ' yeah , she really is ' THAT ' important to me '

hmm , im outta words ..

ahh ! lastly ~

Your My Little Piece Of Heaven ~

& i love you .

2009-12-12T23:33:00.002+08:00

from a small matter , arises a hungry dragon ,

in her case , a little , cute , grumpy hungry dragon (:

& thats why i hate gurls and thier periods (:

simple ! hehehs

2009-12-12T17:49:00.004+08:00

notthing to talk about uh today , soo , just wanna blog bout my girlfy ! (:

she loves me soo much ! VERY MUCH infact ! (:

hmm , her smiles , her care , her love , EVERYTHING bout her , it just makes me deeply inlove with her .

i've never felt this type of love for quite a long time already . and she managed to bring it back to me .

she showed me the true meaning of LOVE once again

the last time i felt true love was like , 6 months ago ?

yeahhh , i actually thought that was the end of TRUE LOVE , till i met her

she brought it back to me , i've no idea how to explain how happy i am to have her in my life .

my love for you is soo unexplainable bby .

gosh , i miss you , yeahh , i really do , ALOTS !

cant wait to spend more time with youu .

ASAP tawwww bie ! (:

i love youuuu soooooo banyakk !!

i miss youuuuu ! (:

2009-12-11T00:21:00.003+08:00

currently tgh demam , pasal peper ! HAHAHA
the story goes like this , hahahs
had egg's and bread for breakfast
then , the eggs , i put like , LOADS of peper .
and i ate 4 of it .
the ferst one , quite okehh
then , the second , i felt the spicyness !
the third one , my throat was burning !
the last one , suffering to finish the last bite . GHAHA
then , drank load of water , and off to the toilet to shower
after that , went to the comp , and DAMN !
my body got really2 HOT ! hahas
den realise i got fever -.-
sial tol ! hahahahas !
sooo , after that , around , 8+ , met girlfy at CP
then walk to the park , slacked at the bench there , talk2 .
then go walk2 again , then sit down again pat
block manerh ntahh , such a random pick .
den continue , heard girlfy sing loads of songs . -.-
but i loike lah kan ! *winks*
i just love to hear you sing (:
my ferst GIRLFY that could actually SING ! YEAH !!!
wish granted ! wooohooo !*wink*
then , bla bla bla , left 5 minutes ):
hugs and stuffs .
then walked to bus stop .
hug sumore , den she was like ,
' ehhh , manerh nie bus !! im like having cold sweats already ! '
and i said , ' your not sweating -.- '
she said , ' yeahh , i'm not exactly sweating lahh , but , just saying '
and i said , ' dun worry , the bus will come , soon ah soon ! '
and there it is ! hahahas ! the bus drove in from the corner . hahahs !
masin kan my mulot ! i noe ! *kening naek2*
den hug each other tightly , she hugged me so tight siol ! hhahas ! mute perh ! xD
den kissed her goodbye (:
lol , check2 bus stopped peyh jaoh ! hahas !
i said , ' cepat2 ! '
and there she goes ! lari CUTE LAH SIOL ! hahahas !
then walked home . heheehs .
oh oh ! and , otw home , there were SOOO many ANJENGS SIOL !
btw , anjeng is for AHBENG'S & AHLIAN'S (:
aperhh lagyk , aku pon SAT UH SIOL ! xD
siakk uh prangai ! hahahs !
kayhhh lahh , dats all for today . blog again soon !
and oh oh ! tmoro going pool with apai & apit .
CHALO ~!

2009-12-09T22:42:00.002+08:00

09.dec.09

Nur Ain Binte Ahmad Jamil

so dudes out there ,

dont waste time waiting for her to be single (:

and , oh oh !

gerls out there too ,

dont waste your time waiting for me yerh !

*winks*

2009-12-09T22:35:00.001+08:00

Senyuman mu sayang
Kenangkan manis bibirmu
Nada suara mu sayang
Mengenangkan kata indah mu
Pandangan mu sayang
Kenangkan kilauan matamu
Kau buatku sayang
Gila mengingati dirimu

Jangan engkau ragu
Kita kan bertemu lagi
Seperti indahnya mentari
Kembali menyinari pagi

Kaulah satu aku rindu
Hanya itu yang harus kau tahu
Apa yang tersirat isi hatiku
Aku tak malu, untuk mengaku
Rasa rinduku kepadamu
Biar kau tahu kejujuran hatiku
Keikhlasan dariku

Kaulah satu, aku rindu
Hanya itu yang harus kau tahu
Apa yang tersirat di isi hatiku
Aku tak malu untuk mengaku
Rasa rinduku kepadamu
Biar kau tahu kejujuran hatiku

Kaulah satu, aku rindu
Hanya itu yang harus kau tahu
Apa yang tersirat di isi hatiku
Ku tak malu, untuk mengaku
Rasa rinduku kepadamu
Biar kau tahu kejujuran hatiku
Keikhlasan dariku

2009-12-08T11:32:00.002+08:00

damn ! im in boiling water siol !

one foot in grave !

gua mati sial !!

aperh nk jadyk , jadyk uhh , aku peyh salah perh , soo , memang harus uh .

confrm aku kenerh nyerh lahh ! 100% !

meeting ahchoi & afad later , hope everything goes well uh . hmm .

my time is up .

& oh please ~ this is so not because of you gerls . wth ?? xD

2009-12-06T17:54:00.001+08:00

to my fellow brothers .

im sorry bout yest yg aku paitao korang , sumpah aku da tk derh choice laen siul .

hais , paiseyhh uh bro's

2009-12-06T16:38:00.002+08:00

FCUK AH ! I HAVE BROKE EVERYBODY'S HART !

youu gurls should noe who im talking to .

:( im sorry ):

2009-12-05T14:35:00.002+08:00

broke up with atiqah already !~

naah , not hart broken at all (:

so dont bother asking me

' ayim ! are you okeh ?? ): '

on msn ya ?

hahahs ! talked to her just now , yeah , were frens now

good luck yerhhh ex ! (:

now , im single ! wooots !~

mingle time ! hahahah !

siaks !

chalo !~

2009-12-03T04:59:00.007+08:00

having a precious time together , laughing ,

talking bout how silly we were in secondary life

it was raining , i jus wished i could hold u in my arms

there's this part when i wasn't listening at all to wat you were talking

because , im like , looking at youu , im seeing your mouth and hands moving ,

but it was so silent , you were soo , soft and ....... beautiful .

admiring you sweet smiles , fascinated by ur beautiful eyes

your cute laughter tickled me , and i said to myself , ' she's so gorgeous '

SNAP ! im back in reality , and your still talking . i smiled and laughed , but actually , at myself

youu made me feel a weird feeling deep inside me

i even ignored it because i was so mesmerised by youu

i was soo enjoying that moment

dat i didn't even realise i was actually falling in love with you

suddenly , something struck my mind , that made me think for awhile

it was so hard to control , you were too beautiful from that point on , for me to resist .

the feeling wont leave , its stuck to me all the way .

every time i look at you , you somehow tend to sparkle (:

i tried my best to push that feeling away , but its gonna be stuck to me till your gone .

i wanted to hold your hands while we were walking , but i controlled that too

i controlled everything . i wanted to put my arms around youu .

that thing you do , that always makes smile , cmon , you noe wat im talking about *wink*

everytime you do that , its like an encouragement for me to hug you or even kiss youu

i almost wanted you to sit closer to me so dat i could just give you a peck on the cheek

a day with youu , its like a day for me to really puase ,

instead of eat , its those stuffs i've wrote on top .

really2 suffering do you noe that ! (: but , i'll still meet you if you want to *wink*

as hours passed , it's already time for us to say our goodbyes .

i actually wanted to accompany you back home .

but , you noe the reason why i didn't dont you ?

waited for your bus , and the moment i looked at you ,

it was sooo hard for me to let go of your hand

i really wanted to hug you , but , you noe the why .

the sadness when we looked away ,

it was soo deep , i was still sad till i got home

all the way , i walked soo slow , missing you , remembering the moments

i soo miss youuu . and the fact is , i still do , till now ,

till the next tyme we meet ! *wink*